Its a lovely sunday morning in Liverpool, the sun is shining and the sky its literally azure with fresh, spring green leaves shimmering against it in the gentle breeze. All of my freckles are out! Plus;
-I am totally in love with someone and I am planning to have wild, pasionate sex with them in 4 days time. This is my first sex in 7 years. I have been single parenting, studying, working and healing from a whole range of street rat bull shit for the best part of a decade and sex has not been on the agenda, first things HAD to come first. I am totally ready and comfortable, we have been friends for 5 year, dated for 2 months, have both been tested for everything, I have a coil fitted, we have talked about all our hang ups and fears and our wants, needs and desires. I have never experienced any thing like this in my life. He is just the best.
-I am finishing a review today and my masters will be over in a couple of weeks, what I have I learnt from a year in the lab? That I don't want to work in one, that me and hospital are like eggs and bacon, that 1 ml. is a huge volume and how to stay on task with the not fun stuff as well as the fun.
-Got where the wild things are on DVD
-The babe is at an audition this morning to be a Cechetti scholar that she was asked to attend by the principal of the Northern ballet theatre, She looked like Grace kelly in her leotard and tights, good luck bb!
-sausage and bacon for Sunday breakfast
-clean water from the tap
-my boyfriend making me a world cup widow, it doesn't bother me AT ALL, I feel very secure and loved and find it hilarious when he watches the tv over my head whilst absent mindedly pawing me. The same testosterone that makes him wanna push me down on the couch and bite my neck and rake his nails up my legs makes him wanna shout at 11 men on the TV, its a fair trade believe me!
-Tolerance!
-am applying for a super duper job on a prestigious programme that will lead to clinical research opportunities, I have a project in mind that will knock them on their ass but I got to earn the opportunity first, wish me luck! One year to go until I am earning and can put Dr on my bank card.
-hip mama
love meds
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