no fucking around - a grat list! early saturday morning!

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Love as i type this i am listening to pandora - and lady gaga's: starstruck is playing.

1. not to be confused with madonna's: "lucky star". both are good songs, and well...you know the rest.....

1. A - this one has been added in on the top - i was walking/running around per-the-usuag and all the sudden i hear a classmate who i've always liked and admired, called my name - a group of my film buddies were sharing some food and beers post bob-o's good bye party today. i had missed the party and walked over to the group, chatting with my favorite homegirls, all three have worked on "Rescue", one friend is my right hand lady and we've shot together many of nights, she's excellent..

i get called away by my buddy and get introduced to a well known graffiti artist in seattle, which really caught me off guard, my friend and the two of us are chatting and it was nice/cool - he tells his graf buddy that i'm doing a graffiti movie and i handed his friend my card, everyone disbanded, but before the artist takes off and my friend goes to park his mercedes that he let me use for my re-enactment, his friend hands us stickers that he's made. i am happy and shocked.

i hug everyone good bye and talk to my homegirls about the progress that will and i made on the film - when i get home i check my phone and my buddy who is well connected to the graffiti scene in seattle and is an artist himself texts me about working on my film during second year, with his connects. he asked me to pitch it - i am touched by this and tell him that i hadn't even thought of it - we'll do it.

i've networked for almost 2 years, trying to get in, and it's been challenging - i am lucky. and very grateful for the opportunity to help tell this story.

2. my current obsession: my recent obession!  i watched the no doubt storytellers and i couldn't get enough!

realize that i went from despising stefani to somehow becoming her number one fan?!! i peeped the old no doubt storytellers and i was hooked! i love gwen, this girl is very cool- she not only has her own style, but she's actually quite tough, but balanced - her masculinity isn't all crazy out of control, like mine sometimes gets! i don't know what i'm saying anymore....i love her hair color in this pic. and yesterday i finally realized that her voice or style of singing is literally how she expresses herself - crazy, i know - i'm a slow learner! i'm getting my hair cut and colored by my friend hairdresser val next week, he'll come over to my house and do it.....i wish i could always stay in the chair....

2. my other obsession: "Rescue" - 2 amazing things happened today - my new editor is the best thing that ever happened to this film, period. the kid is genius, i not only respect and admire his talents, but we worked elbow to elbow today in a shit sweaty box filled with computers and armpits, and he ripped through the first two sequences of the film. i thanked him and he was super sweet and showed his gratitude. he called my film a "real doc", that was a major compliment. i love you will! his suggestions work and he moves quickly. i value his imput. i am not an editor and i admire folks who can do this naturally - there is no film without editing.

3. i love shooting and Rescue needs a few more shots, and this is what i'm shooting on this weekend: dreamy camera - what i am shooting on this weekend! i am grateful for this opportunity.

4. i am a part of this now?

5. i am taking next week "off" - this means i'll work with will closely on Rescue, keep everyone else in the loop and pick up the found tape that we thought was lost off my other teammate = crazy girl called me tonight saying that she found it buried in her stuff at home! i am so relieved and i was completely wrong that it had been stolen...it feels great to be wrong.....i am grateful, i only wanted to find that tape. how did this happen? did i tell you that i rebuilt my crew? i added on 3 more people, when we lost our editor. i might have already said that! it's late, and i need a shower!

6. i am always this, no matter what!

i am always this!

7. i asked the film and music folks of the seattle gov. to re-up my permit for a second time, for Rescue - I need to shoot with a permit or it can get complicated. They did it - I'll make the most of the next 2 1/2 weeks!

8. i am branching out, i'll hook up my resume this weekend and start applying to full time jobs, i'll land the best gig possible for the next few months - i want to work full time during the day until school starts. my internship starts after my week "off". i am excited and scared. they are waiting for me....i'll hook it up 10 hours a week for them and work my tail off and learn a ton of cool stuff....and borrow their equipment!

9. that will be nice!

10. plentyofish is heating up!

thank you for being a friend!

CX

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Good list!!

I, too, love/hate Gwen Stefani. I loved No Doubt and was upset when their evolution took them to a way poppier place than I was willing to go. But listening to her story and listing her talk about music is pretty damn inspiring!

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the gwenner is a star!

Love i'm about to enjoy some more of her music right this very second!

i know what you're saying, i think alot of fans felt this way - you know that i'm a pop junkie, so i'm not a good judge of the pre-pop no doubt sound. i love her to death now, she's all heart and soul! very unique voice - i like it!

your friend - CX

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Hi! I am finishing a paper

Hi! I am finishing a paper and just got an urge to check in and I was so thrilled to see your post. I get the Gwen thing, she's a grower I remember my best gay friend and i literally having a relevation that we loved her when we realised don't speack was all about that guy in her band and her being dumped and she was singing all of her pain and rejection right into his face! Also you gotta love those LAMB shoes. The graffiti guy sounds like an amazing contact, people are comin to you now when they want a job well done, I predict more of this in the future!
Take care and thanks for taking the time to inspire us, I know you don't have much time to spare and I appreciate it
love meds

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the gwenster!

Love hello beautiful, how did the paper turn out? i know you did a smash up job!

i realized it too - i think it's cool that she was able to maintain in the band post the break up, i think they both have been pretty open about it. i like that!

i appreciate your support, thank you for reading my silly lists of things that somehow manage to go over the "10" category!

the graffiti contact was awesome and i'll definitely make this movie with my buddy. he's an excellent editor and it'll be great to collaborate on something as wild and fun as seattle's first graffiti film together - we can do it!

p.s. you'll be thrilled to know that my two new posters just arrived: valley girl and an old black and white madonna shot (originally in color) *85' during her virgin era* she's wearing a t-shirt that reads: Healthy - on it!

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xo

love reading how well your work is going and how you are making it happen (not that I doubted you would)

love to you!

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thank you bitchness and baby bitchness!

Love i love that your tag is bitch-face, every now and then it hits me how amazing your name is! original and very cool!

thank you for your ongoing support - i am cleaning up the house and leaving to pick up some paper so i can shoot some reports for my film tonight. i have the dvx all weekend and will go out tonight to shoot the front of the police station!

WITH my newly refreshed and rock solid permit!

i appreciate the compliment - i work hard and it feels good when it pays off. sometimes it feels extra sweet, i don't know why.

signed - your friend in seattle, who if she was in texas would be eating texas toast with you right now at your kitchen table!

CX

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coolness!!

your doc is coming along, that is SO GREAT all the help and good things you are getting with this film. You deserve it!

gwen stefani is totally inspirational, she is very talented and focused. I *heart* her too Smile

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i am ready for the week!

Party thanks darlin!

Rescue, landing a bomb summer job and romance are my top priority this summer = that's it!

tomorrow: working with will on more scenes and i'll lay down some narration for the film - i'm having my buddy stacy who worked as the art director on "computer love" help me get my flow on it!

i lucked out that so many folks were willing to help, a few more weeks and we'll have it!

thanks for your love, light and support! i spent last night shooting documents/new clippings for Rescue and today i went down to the cop shop and shot the front of the building, we'll use it as an intro for tim burgess.

your friend - CX

p.s. towards the end of the summer, i'll write one possibly two doc scripts prior to the fall quarter beginning - it should be fun!

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