Ok. That's it. Success Despite the Odds.
Lol- I read vkitty's post AFTER posting this! Must be some kind of an affirmation day, hehe. I'm resisting the urge to call myself Stuart Smalley here, because I'm so fucking serious right now. And psyched. Going to ride the wave I'm feeling right now, and I fully expect it to carry me through the summer. Did a lot of thinking about my life this past week, my family....
I have decided that I deserve a good life. I am going to channel all of my energies into healing, and success despite the odds. I know what's up. I'm right on. All of my anger & sadness are going into a place of power. Some people wallow through life with nothing to rage against. I have more than enough for several people to rage against. So no more wallowing. Pure energy, focus, intuition, and life in the now. And once I pull out all of the stops, I think that it's going to be really fucking amazing. 
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I know where you're at! I'm there too! Weight loss is only part of it. I keep looking back on this particular time in my life when I was happy and things were beautiful, and longing for that time. Then I realized that things aren't that different, only my perspective. I feel bad about my fat self, plus I have so much negativity and anger in my past that I never actually dealt with. But we're allowed to be happy! So let's do it!
"Overcome the angry by non-anger; overcome the wicked by goodness; overcome the miser by generosity; overcome the liar by truth." -Buddha
Good luck! I totally agree with a positive philosophy, life is so brief and beautiful wasting your time with anything else is a total insult to everyone whos life was ever cut short. Anger turned out and released healthily rather than in where it turns into psychic tar is a great start. May the force be with you Birdie!
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p.s.s I read a great quote recently but I can't remember where it was or who and it said something like "the single most important influence on the pysche of a child is the unlived parts of life of its parents". That rang so true to me and made me realise that expanding my experience expands my kids experience de facto, it removes a lot of guilt when you do aerobics or have phone sex instead of mopping the floor!
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