Super Bummer

i missed out on the job i really wanted. who knows what comes next...
i think i might be done working in restaurants, if i can help it. I really enjoy helping people have the most fabulous night possible, if even just through dinner... but all the drama that comes with a restaurant is too much for me right now.

to top that, my ex just lost his job too. super uhhgg. he has more work coming his way in about a month, but until then, we are both just floating.

fortunately, the government was overly generous when assigning my foodstamps benefits. i feel like i've struck the lottery each time i go to the grocery store. really, that has made my life feel supreme. now if i can just figure out how to pay rent, i'll be all set.

i wish i could get a job that is tailored to my talents. i would love to be in arts management. i would be so happy to help with the arts programing for our city (which is trying desperately to import the arts for economic revival.) it kinda makes me think about going back to school. maybe. maybe if i get hooked up with some unemployment i can think about going to school. god, its been a while. but now i feel that i really know what i want to do. maybe school will help me get there.

who knows really. i'll keep makin my monsters and checkin craigslist...

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