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Alright Mamas...I need some of those super powered vibes of yours!
I am very tired of being a tropical animal living in a temperate climate. I neeeeeed to get mine and Bearmans hiney's to Brasil...for the sake of my sanity! Howvever, there is the small pebble in my shoe that is his father.
Still an abusive jerkoff to me. Not really sure what he's like with Bear...REALLY like, because his visits are at a supervised access center, and the BD I used to know was always very careful in front of other people.
I am going bonkers in Canada. I cry myself to sleep sometimes. now that the winter has come, it is worse.
There is also the promise of more affordable schooling for me, more job opportunities, NOT being chased out of my home by a stalker (this is a huge bonus!)...and a lover..more details to come.
anyways...I've been riding my lawyer to get his opinion letter thing to Legal aid so they'll give me more hours, since BD wasted them all up a few motnhs ago by taking me to court TWICE, and then him not following through, and getting thrown out of court. He's had 4 things thrown out of court this year. And is threatening to take me back again now, if I don't do something or other that he wants me to do. Bla bla bla. I'm sick of his bullshit. I'm trying to get sole custody, and permission to move away from here.
I want to leave here, and be able to start out completely new. I want a happier me for my son. I want WARM WEATHERRRRRRRRRRR!
Does anyone have experience with this kind of stuff?
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It sounds like you need some more back-up. Are their any organizations for women in abusive relationships in your area? Perhaps they might have some ideas about how to avoid further harassment. Stay strong- you are stronger than him. Maybe do some internet sleuthing as if you were really going to move somewhere, as if your ex wasn't even in the picture. Who knows what opportunities might be out there- if you could convince a judge that it would be in your child's best interests to move elsewhere, you never know. You can always be stronger because you have love in your heart instead of emptiness. Pour your love into your son and keep holding your head high. I'm so sorry that you are so sad. I understand. Consider yourself hugged- if I can think of any other ideas I'll let you know. Much love mama!
I understand. I REALLY do.
Miracle vibes headed your way...
"Good manners and bad breath will get you nowhere" (Elvis Costello)
Bad manners and varying breath:Exponential Detritus For Feeble Minds...
Vibes that you get the hell out of there!
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