calm before the storm

hello Hip mamas, I am sitting on my couch eating a contemplative tangerine and considering the work I have to get done over the next 4 weeks and particularly the stuff I need to do today and I am just overwhelmed with gratitude for the ability to be the architetct of my own fate. Gratitude list!
- A roof over my head, ok its not MY roof and there are others living under it whose lifestyles and expectations may not always mesh with mine but its a roof, it keeps out the rain and I am mighty thankful for it
- My health I do not take this for granted, I,ve been interested by some of the posts about BMI and blood work. I think its time for women to create their own definition of health that factors in their fecundicity; we don't seem to be doing too badly, bar tortoises and trees I think women must be the longest living group on the planet and as we haven't id'd life anywhere else yet I geuss that means the universe too!
- Food and water, everyday, of good quality, prepared with love by me
-My kid bright, shiny, new, sensible, compasionate, artistic, athletic, academic and legitimately and heart stoppingly beautiful
-My career this is my great gift too myself. I get too learn,, visualise, touch, examine, question, investigate, interprate, laugh, cry, plan, repair, encourage, teach, critically apraise and heal everyday and pretty soon I'm gonna get payed a freaking good wage to do something I would do for free anyway!
I am visualising a LOT OF NEW STUFF CONNECTED TO THIS I am going to be published in a major journal and I am applying for a specialist training post that will allow me time to dedicate to research. This is a prestigious and competitive post, this is exactly what I need to move forward and I know I will get it! I deserve it and I am the universes obvious and natural choice.
-Solomon Burkes; Cry to me. This has a solem, yearning groove that wakes something up deep down
- Men I like em, Im healing I respect and love them. They,ve done some good stuff. I can learn from them and teach them a little too! They make me laugh a lot
- My family. I NEVER thought I would say this but they have unknowingloy and unintentionally taught me everything I know about being a decent human being. They have helped me to develop powers of tolerence, patience and forgiveness that are almost a hidden superpower! I geuss the universe does not make mistakes and she sure knew where I needed to be this lifetime.
-dancing
-God /Goddess this word doesn't scare me anymore. I have my own conception. There is a great reality deep inside me that cannot be taken away and I am dependent on it. Its fab!
Take care mamas