ohhhhhh sooooooo tired..will we always be this tired????

Okay women, looking for fuel here. Got so tired cuz I was totally adrenalized not sleeping over Thank weekend post mediation from hell meeting. Now I feel more settled, have a plan, and have CRASHED. Slept well but too short last night for first time in days. Son and I doing well. Feeling centered around his Dad's stuff...difficult but I have a bigger picture in my heart...a huge lens that is currently cleaned up and can see.

OHHHHH...but the workload. I can hardly keep my eyes open, have an upset stomach (happens when I get exhausted) but client billing, dinner clean up, a 40 page article for school (am returning for more credentials) for tomorrow a.m., an overdue report to write for state funding for a special needs child I see. So basically, 8 hours of work while I am in a tsunami of exhaustion. We go up to Berkeley for 2 days on Thurs to see old friends- very cool but not a good time to go from work perspective, and also this friend has 4 kids and so it's krazy not restful. Anyhow, just wanted to shout out from my single mama exhausted state.
Plus care of my 5 year old, and navigating the ex, grieving the lover. Oh Mamas. Life IS beautiful but so TIRING when trying to do so much w/ so little rest. And Christmas is coming- I could use a little Jesus right bout NOW

xo LOVE TO YOU ALL