hot mamas! i'm gettin' some booty!
i don't want to brag but....nah, fuck it, i DO want to brag. i totally got laid again the other night; we screwed silly and it was WON-DER-FUL. i got off four (4!) times, mostly because i'm so not used being naked with another person, having someone touching me, that i'm pretty sure i nearly died on the spot. this dude and i, we have some major chemistry. we can't keep our hands off each other which is fine with me after the 9 month dry spell i've had. so what about you sexxy mamas?! seen any fantastic action lately?
the funny thing about this guy is that it was kind of an "arranged" hookup (he asked friends about me, i asked about him without knowing that, we all laughed about it, then we made it clear to each other that we're not looking for anything beyond friendship and fucking) but now we find ourselves having some weird ooky feelings for each other. we really connect in a comfortable, open way that i havent with anyone before, or at least not for a really long time. we're totally open about it, have admitted that we're a little crazy about each other but aren't looking to turn this into something more (yet, anyway) because we both have a habit of rushing into things and then getting bored with people way fast. he sees other people, which is fine with me because it's a good way of ensuring that things stay cool for now. he told me that he'll stop seeing them if i asked him to, because he really likes me and doesnt want to push me away because he dates other people. i was like "eh, nah. i'm not going to tell you what to do." and if somewhere down the road i find myself wanting a monogomous relationship (gah, the fucking R word!) with him we can talk about it then. this might sound weird, but if he's going to stop seeing other people i'd rather have it be on his own terms anyway, not because i "told" him to.
sooooo, there it is. i'm seeing someone, albeit casually, and we're fucking like sweaty little monkeys, and i love it. this is exactly what i need right now, and it makes me happy. like, really REALLY happy. 
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"sweaty little monkeys"
That's great.
I have an interesting assortment of crushes/lovers/potential lovers right now.....
A) cookie girl math major who might be hitting on me and works at my son's daycare 8? years younger- unsure.
B) graphic design major really hot guy who is in a wheelchair because he had a snowboarding accident- 5 years younger
C) current soon to be ex lover but he doesn't know it yet male nurse who is 12 years old than me
D) single dad booty call possible whenever I want it but I really haven't wanted it recently- my age
E) italian puppydog. MUCH too young for me (but still legal, ahem). snowboarder/skateboarder. SO ATTRACTIVE. Lied about his age. Showed up at my window the other day. Was momentarily tempted.
It's been a bit confusing lately. I also dread the "R" word. But sex is great. I LOVE sex. I highly endorse it, if done in a healthy manner. It helps keep mothers going.
So my skateboarder came over tonight and ran my doorbell but I just couldn't deal with it- he's decided that he loves me or something and I haven't seen him in 8 months now, at least.... I've had too much going on to deal with it tonight (he came to my window 3 weeks ago and I finally went outside and got his number, telling him I might call him sometime if he wants to take me snowboarding). I told him over the intercom I would call him later- turns out that I don't have the right number! So I went from being irritated to feeling bad, kinda- not only for waking up some poor woman but for not being able to reach him. And, um, for not being able to remember his last name. I'm worried about him. The poor guy really must have a lousy life in the boonies if the best emotional interaction he can get is from a woman 10 years older than him. I'm really kinda worried about him. He's not a bad kid, he really needs some kindness and light in his life. He is incredibly attractive, and sexy. I can't adopt him though. Plus, he may act old in some ways but in others....not so old. I am worried about him, and feel pretty awful that I confused what I thought was lust on his part for some kind of emotional need. Oh, what the hell was his last name??? It was Italian. No, Spanish! Cruz! It was Cruz!
I got a text that the 12 year older guy bought me new "toys" today. Still planning on ditching him, let's see how my self-esteem holds up.
The guy who is sexy in the wheelchair tries to sleep with me when he's depressed because he's broken up again with his 20 year old girlfriend.
The guy my age is someone who I can have sex/w if I want but I don't let him kiss me and I'm not happy about something he did last time we had an encounter- he's sexy and pretends to care but doesn't really. I don't care either though.
I won't even get into the SECOND female neighbor seductress who turned out to be a terrible alcoholic, just like the first female neighbor. Yep. She finally got me to talk to her again yesterday by using trickery. I won't go there. Not cool. Hope she will leave me alone now.
Cookie girl is seeming AWFULLY appealing right now. She actually seems like a pretty grounded, good person with emotional maturity. I'm freaked out of my mind. I don't know if I'm ready to be close to someone.
SO.......to answer your question I think it is pheromones. Is that a good thing? I can get laid whenever lately I suppose. I don't hit on people, they hit on me, I never have to make first moves. I'm in love with an idea of a man I've never met in person who lives in California whom I probably never will meet (he's the only one who can't smell my pheromones, hmmmmmm....) The only thing I can imagine is a future where I am alone- it's not sad, it's nice and quiet and I read lots of books. And I manage to have sex. But sometimes, I just want someone to hold me. I think that's all I've ever wanted, really, lol....Sex and someone to hold me sometimes, and reading means that I can connect with someone who gets my brain, even if they are an author who is dead and buried. Same with art or music.....I've kind of given up trying to find someone to fuck my brain (in a NICE way) and my body and give a shit, all at once. People are trouble. They distract me from my schoolwork. I am sick of relationships. Sometimes, though, I wish there was someone to hug me and help do the dishes. It's not really worth the trouble. People are trouble. Pheromones are trouble.
But I still feel like a sexy mama. Which is better than being trapped with my son's father, who would say cruel things about my body from time to time, although the rest of the world seems fine with it. And I'm not a ho. I know this. So it's all cool. Except when people come to my window, or get DWI's in my car or take the screens off of my windows or repeat call me, I'd go on but I shouldn't and I'm tired of writing about myself. Meh.
Hope you two are still sweaty monkeys. And having fun. 
DO IT!
love,
christyX
nuff said.
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is this a "when it rains it pours" kind of thing or are you always in such high demand?! i'll take some of that amazing pheromone perfume you must be wearing, please.