top 10 on a tuesday!
1. don't be scared folks! it's just the yaz!!
2. i've suspected all along that i'm the only 36 year old mixed woman who closes her blinds and dances to the "situation" at all hours of the day and night! please don't tell anyone!
3. tonight was the first night of the habitat for humanity campaign! did i tell you my plan? the payscale is nice and totally different from the aids alliance. they've opted to do more cash bonus' and i'm going to take it all! i need it, i want it, and i'm going to blow the roof off this mother when nobody is looking. i ask high when nobody else wants too. wish me luck!
4. i wore pink fishnets tonight. i hugged alot of people and smiled a lot too.
5. so i'm waiting at the bus stop tonight, i need to get downtown - i could walk it, but didn't feel like it. i see the neon green shirts and i know it's our crew! i get nervous, i think that maybe bill is walking up the hill towards me! i try to turn away, but i smile and wait for them to pass me, anyways! i hug amir and logan and we chat for a few minutes - we discuss my canvassing movie idea and they both like it! they're working with two new girls who are very young and cute. the boys are ready to leave, and the girls ask: "did you work together?". i say yes. they ask: "did you work as a canvasser?". i say yes. i know it's strange, but i did!
6. a semi-odd/weird man named cali strikes up a conversation with me on the bus - i was channeling and a bit preoccupied! i talk with him anyways. he compliments my friends and how nice they were. he says other nice stuff - he just came from a meditation class and is high as a kite, i can tell! i think about the wonderful and complex men that i met this summer, all enviornmentalists and super space alien smart. i think about what an outsider i was to them and inspite of it, how nice the were to me and how accepting they were of my crazy/zany movie lovin' ways. i somehow fit in, without trying. cali makes a few predictions about my life, and he is right about all of them.
7. "risky business" - please watch this film, the whole movie was such a crap shoot, think about it. it wasn't the typical 80's film. ALL the shots were perfect, not just some, but all of them - and the chemistry between demornay and cruise was off the chain. this was tom at his best, when he was still covered in trailer park stank and abandonment. the love/passionate scenes, watching him come into his manhood - demornay's shoe collection! it was all worth it!
8. when things come together on this plane, it really works!
9. my nails are green.
10. i am searching and reaching and doing lot's of stuff that i wasn't sure i'd ever do - some of it i couldn't have imagined, some of it i really wanted to do and put on hold, some of it i wasn't so sure about it, but did anyways. most of it is stuff that people told me i couldn't do, and some of it is still stuff that people look at me sideways about. i just go.
11. i love you & i hear cherry bombs going off outside!
12. this one is for you!
enjoy your week - it's almost over already? how did this happen?
your friend - christyX
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congrats on the new job, I just know you will bonus big time.
risky business was and still is the ish! know this!
how awesome to talk to your crew? I am so proud of you. I think I would have hidden or run away, seriously!! I learn from you every day.
I read about you channeleing and doing visions boards and stuff and I'm thinking hard on doing a vision board. every night I keep having dreams of expanding my business(es), and it scares me because I am not in a place financially, emotionally, interpersonally (I mean hiring people?! being a boss?), temporally (I am working full-time outside of my biz as it is aaaaaaaa) on so many levels I am unprepared to take it to the next level. but I feel moved in this way and that the next 18 months will see a huge transformation of what I do. I just need to make a plan to get it cracking. and a vision board will help me formulate that plan.
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i know you like to change it, i like that you keep em' guessing! this line rings so true for me tonight, thanks for sharing it!
ahh the new job sista - thank you for shining your love and support on it/me! you know that i need it!
you would have been proud of me tonight - i scared the wits out of some poor lady named angela! she's nice, but had no idea that i would actually call myself a "fundraising slut" to her face! to the whole room, actually!
she is the kind of lady who tried to look at me all blank in the face and jerked her head back about 5 inches only to stare at me like she didn't hear it and say outloud: "what did you say, i'm sorry i totally just missed that?!". you had to love it, i thought she was just being sweet and slightly in denial!
this is phone fundraising at 8:30 at night on a wednesday!
you know what? those guys really blew me away - i realized how much they loved me yesterday, and i don't really know why. what i mean is: they really believe in me and understand me - odd, when it's just strangers right? i don't go into situations with the expectation that people will go beyond "liking me". people are just people, i know that sounds strange, but it's true! these are real live men, and it was nice to spend the summer with them! i was protected by them and even when they drove me crazy, they still loved me!
i'm grateful for what they taught me about politics and what they taught me about myself.
i respect the way you feel about your life, your current financial situation and all your dreams! this is real life business, being a boss, the works.
all the spiritual stuff works, and yet i still find myself "working through the steps" everyday. today was an excellent example - i worked out, channeled and still had to battle some negativity going on in my mind. it was challenging - but i did it. how? i don't know.
i can only encourage you to continue to spell it out, all of it in black and white - because you can, because it's the next logical step towards getting what you want, etc.
i know you work with the manifestation/dream and vision board tools, you've done all this before, you continue to do it - just expand on it, work with the images and even writing it out like you do everyday helps to speed up the process.
my buddy audrey in columbus is a painter and she opts to manifest through writing it down, keeping it simple on paper. you've seen the crazy throw-downs that i create, it doesn't take me long to work on a piece, maybe 3-4 nights, i just keep adding to the collage.
ask! you can do it, you're worth every bit of idea, blood, sweat and tear behind what you want. you've done all of this before, i swear, only now, it seems like the steaks are higher, and maybe they are. and i think that's okay.
you can have anything you want, you already have it!
hearts friend - christyDXC