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i drop of my girls today. i think i am enlisting the help of a friend this week. the first few weeks after justin left, he refused to see me so he would have a third party pick up the girls. i think it is my turn to do the same. i dont want to see him today.

i am ready for 2pm to roll around though. i am engaged in a major power struggle with my five year old. okay--- now i feel stupid as i start to write it, but: she poured herself the hugest bowl of cereal. i told her it was too much, she insisted, then she walked away. i told her many times to come back and finish her breakfast, but instead she spread attitude all around the house. i told her she couldnt leave the table till she finished, so she spit and kicked her sister.

now she is hysterical at the table. i refuse to budge.