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huck
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today i am looking into divorce mediation.
today i might also turn into a puddle.
last week he wanted to work it out.
he spent two days hanging out with me, then went back to her.
our relationship is over.
fuck
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

Lapis
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hugs and lots of love. we are

hugs and lots of love.
we are all with you.

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Giant hugs- this completely

Giant hugs- this completely sucks. I'm so sorry.

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Huck....

I am so sorry. I can't imagine how hard this is for you. I'd love to send a fun package your way but i think i still have your old address. PM me your new one if you want a little hug through the mail.

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Huck,
I just logged on to check in and see how things were going. I'm sorry to have found this. I am equally sorry that it seemed for a bit that he had returned to his senses. I haven't looked back through your blog yet to know the details but whatever they are I'm sure that you deserve better than being dealt this blow twice. Thinking of you and the girls. Sending you many vibes of strength and wisdom and maybe an opportunity to turn into a puddle if you feel like you need to. So sorry.
Peace, CM

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HUGS!

You don't need this. I know all to well that yo-yo of he wants to be with me, no he doesn't, wait... yes, he does again. It is just not fair or right.
I'm sorry you're going through this but let it run it's course. Things WILL get better and hurt less over time.

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So, so, so sorry, huck. HUGS

So, so, so sorry, huck. HUGS

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{{{{{huck}}}}}

i am so, so sorry that this is happening. we're all thinking of you...

sunflower
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sorry

I want to type all sorts of judgmental stuff about him, but I don't know him. I can only project from my own divorce. Which involved a lot of walking away and juvenile, selfish behavior on my ex's part. Of course a new relationship with less responsibility is more fun. But look back in two years, and you still have a long life ahead. It can't all be cotton candy.

Anyway, I am so sorry. I know you got your hopes up.

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earthgarden
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oh no

is it possible he still thinks you're ok with the whole polyamory thing? or that he's just spending time breaking it off with her?

you know you gave it your best, huck. The marriage and trying to forgive and reconcile. You really did. please be kind to yourself about it. ((((((hugs))))))

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guava
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I'm sorry huck

You will get through this. Somehow you will. Thinking of you and sending you huge vibes and hugs. XO

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much much love mama i'm

much much love mama i'm sorry, definitely his loss.

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I am sorry you are dealing

I am sorry you are dealing with this. I know the blow personally to be devastating. But you will carry on. You will survive this and be stronger for it and you can create and realize new dreams for yourself. With or without this person. Hang in there.

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