christ, you know it ain't easy...
its saturday night and...
i am soooooo effing lonely!
I just want to cry sometimes. I want a hug! An adult to talk too! A big person to snuggle up with me and my little person! some F**King SEX! argh!
i want kisses. And a hand to hold. And someone to laugh with. And someone to make me smile. And someone for me to make smile. To make food with. to go places with. to laze around the house with. To have long conversations with.
I have never liked being single. I don't think its because I need love, I think its more because I have so much of it and want to lavish it on people.
being a mom is amazing, my boy is AMAZING...but it would be nice to have another adult around..even some of the time. Even just long enough to have a little sex. Or a lot. or to make dinner for.
I am excited for moving in with C because there WILL be another adult around...but its not the loving partnership i crave like a madwoman.
and I feel frumpy. I am stuck in a monotonous rut.
bleh.
thanks 
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Thanx for posting it.
I feel you on the frumpy. I definately have some days like that. I'm glad you're moving in with your friend. I bet she'll have some good conversation deflection for frumpy days.
wwwpjhd? What would pj harvey do?
Tigerfish Mama
i feel exactly the same...
Online hugs don't mean much in while feeling this way, I know... ((((((((((bearsmama)))))))))
This summer, I will have been a single mom for 4 years, but the heartache of lonliness over 5 years. I, too, have so much love to give and it's hard to feel all of that swirling around inside you, no where to go. Wishing so much that something would happen. Also, it's hard to know that someone else won't be able to reminisce about when they were little in 20 years.
Vibes that everything will work out with your move with C. Have dinners together. Run to the store and leave the kid at home.
The loving partnership is out there waiting to spark. You'll fall in love and be in dreamland!!
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