love is like oxygen

Hi Gals,

Thanks for the advice. 5 days off the pill I"m finally back to normal. That was WEIRD, I felt like an IV of hormones had pumped in, so much more than when I took Loestrin 24, which was much more minor. Oh well. Back to the diaphragm for now. TOMORROW. WOWZA. I got a landing strip wax today, first time. I feel a little Lolita-ish, not sure if I dig it or not. I kind of like the tribal feel. I am SOOO excited and kind of scared. This is so off the hook- the mojo, the tenderness too. He is going to move here from the east coast in May so he can live here near me and see what we can be. But for now- son is going to daddy's for 4 days/nights and I am going to explore being a woman again, in the goddess sense (I don't want to say biblical). I am also scared, so much vulnerability coming up for me. But I know how to hold myself, and he will hold me too. He's loved me since high school and cried when we reconnected saying he's always held a candle for me and was so grateful to find me again. Wish me luck women, send some mama courage. Love to you all and wishing you all love and lust....