Bashed by a friend.

I'm so sad, mama's. One of my best girlfriends and I had a falling out, and she was really really harsh to me. I know she was reacting to other things going on in her life, it's clear she blew things waaaay out of proportion...but even so. She's known me well for years and our friendship is based on honest communication, and now she's called me all sorts of nastiness and says everybody feels that way but nobody will say it to me. I think that she's wrong, but it really hurts. I'm in a lot of self-doubt. She was supposed to be taking care of ds for a few days while we went on our birthday vacation, but I'm clearly not leaving him with her now, so am trying to salvage some sort of celebration but just feeling fucked. I try and try and feel like I do nothing but disappoint people. S/o is disappointed our trip is cancelled, and you can tell doesn't really want to go somewhere sharing a room with the kids, my ds is disappointed not to spend time at his friends house, and I'm left holding the bag, and feeling like shit.
Needed to vent.
edit to add: I took her off as my Costco "spouse" today, so I guess we're officially broken up, lol.