Somehow made it through the funeral...
...am mentally doing well, I think, but am still experieincing a really visceral, physical sense of depression. I am just leaden footed and unmotivated. Normality has fled with reason still present but on the verge of packing its metaphorical bags for a long vacation. I didn't call my mom for the first time in 10 days. My laundry and dishes situation is becoming ridiculous. I am not "doing just fine" after all. Maybe. Fuck.
"Good manners and bad breath will get you nowhere" (Elvis Costello)
Bad manners and varying breath:Exponential Detritus For Feeble Minds...
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I'm sorry for your loss, mama.
Can you call on a friend to help you with some house/kid basics while you grieve some more?
Big healing vibes.
corbys,
his death was shocking and upsetting to your whole family & community - hold on, your depression will lift, i promise.
take your time to weed through this - can your ex, mom or boycorbs help with the girls?
you need time alone, you need to process his passing, on your own terms/time frame.
i love you dearly sista, don't forget.
and when you're ready, reach out to him, he's waiting to speak to you.
love,
christyX
bombshell channeler!
That is quite normal. Take your time for grieving. We are here for you. {{Hugs}}
...the lover, the dreamer, and me (Jim Henson)
I felt this way after my dad's funeral. Just wanted to sit and stare at the hole in the universe that he occupied. Could not believe people did stuff like dishes and grocery shopping. To move a muscle for THAT?! No, thanks, I will just sit here and continue to ache.
(((hand squeeze)))
you aren't supposed to be fine right now. take your time.
“You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.”
Friedrich Nietzsche
“You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.”
Friedrich Nietzsche
I'm so sorry, corbid. It's so hard to go through this ... let yourself feel as much as you can. ((((HUGS))))
Find ecstasy in life; the mere sense of living is joy enough. -- Emily Dickinson
You want to do what you think is right and what matters to you, and if other people don't like it, as my father would have said, they can go fuck themselves. -- Amy Bloom
Super hugs mama..you are doing great.
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