RIP joe, i miss you.

can it really be six years ago??? i remember i was at work, and people kept calling and calling, i must have been the first person a lot of friends and family thought about when they heard the awful and sad news. i remember i had to look it up online, i couldn't believe that it was true. and the calls. i appreciated the thought but it got unbearable cause i was at work and i had so much to do and to deal with. i had a huge knot in my throat all day. i didn't eat lunch. the next day i was at home, making the big christmas eve feast, and i remember just crying on and off all day. you know there is just that connection between you and some people that you will never know, that put themselves out there as artists for all to see and you feel like they are just talking to you...that is how i felt about joe strummer from the first time i ever heard his voice. i was 13. i met him, twice, and he was just the nicest, most genuinely cool and authentic person.
i just thought i would share this short clip. it sums up a lot for me. i miss you, joe. RIP.