happy birthday vincent
ever since i can remember, i have known that i wanted to be a mom. i had three opportunities before you. two i chose not to follow through with, one decided for me. the minute i saw your face, i knew that you were my soul mate, my first born, my angel, my sidekick.
you are so smart, and you are hilariously funny. you keep me honest, you keep me on my toes, you keep me invested. you remind me every single day that i am at the same time so important, and yet always and naturally unimportant. your nonna was right…motherhood is equally empowering and humbling. i would like to add galvanizing to that.
you are happy, and that is beautiful. you are starting to get very opinionated, and that is beautiful too, even when i am screaming into a pillow in another room from you. you are my son, how could you be anything but rebellious? i love you and i understand you.
you have been here for four years today, although you and i have been together for almost five. i cry as i am writing this because i will most likely not have any more children, and that is fine. i cry only because i am grateful that every second of your existence has been part of mine, and i planned you, wanted you. whether i am able to give you a sibling or not, you were on purpose my love.
i remember the first time i felt you. i remember it totally. i remember finally deciding to find out what you were, after two really vivid dreams about you being a boy. i remember it all.
right now you are playing dress up, the play room looks like elton john just had a temper tantrum in it, and i can hear you clomping up the hallway in my old high heel boots that you swiped to complete your pirate outfit.
you can have them. i love you little boy.
“You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.”
Friedrich Nietzsche
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My little boy Rowan turns 5 today. Ahhh the power and challenge of the scorpio male 
My congratulations and commiseration mama 
The United States can always be counted on to do the right thing...after first exhausting all other options.
- Winston Churchill
The heart has its reasons whereof Reason knows nothing.
- Blaise Pascal
The heart has its reasons whereof Reason knows nothing.
- Blaise Pascal
These are a little old but all I have right now. I will post more later. Sometimes I feel like I need to take a class in "Scorpio Male" - he is a FORCE...
The United States can always be counted on to do the right thing...after first exhausting all other options.
- Winston Churchill
The heart has its reasons whereof Reason knows nothing.
- Blaise Pascal
oh mary mother of god. he is gorgeous......that is the understatement of the year.
At work, you think of the children you have left at home. At home, you think of the work you've left unfinished. Such a struggle is unleashed within yourself. Your heart is rent.
- Golda Meir
Happy Birthday Vincent! And Rowan!
At work, you think of the children you have left at home. At home, you think of the work you've left unfinished. Such a struggle is unleashed within yourself. Your heart is rent.
- Golda Meir
what a lovely letter to vincent. it made me all teary.
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i am getting so excited for you! thanks for the birthday wishes. xoxox
At work, you think of the children you have left at home. At home, you think of the work you've left unfinished. Such a struggle is unleashed within yourself. Your heart is rent.
- Golda Meir
Happy birthday sweet sweet Vinnie! And mama, too! This was beautiful to read.
"Step off my big ass."
- Anthromom
thanks mama. i miss you!
At work, you think of the children you have left at home. At home, you think of the work you've left unfinished. Such a struggle is unleashed within yourself. Your heart is rent.
- Golda Meir
*sniff* Happy Birthday, Vincent. You are one cool kid.
Oh, Punkmama, our babies are growing so fast. FOUR YEARS OLD. Why does it feel like 10 years have gone by?
thanks and it does feel like that. i feel like i have never not been his mama. xoxox
At work, you think of the children you have left at home. At home, you think of the work you've left unfinished. Such a struggle is unleashed within yourself. Your heart is rent.
- Golda Meir
Happy birthday, Vincent! You are beautiful and have a wonderful mama!
~Seriousness is a sickness; your sense of humor makes you more human, more humble.~
~Seriousness is a sickness; your sense of humor makes you more human, more humble.~
i love your quote. so true!
At work, you think of the children you have left at home. At home, you think of the work you've left unfinished. Such a struggle is unleashed within yourself. Your heart is rent.
- Golda Meir
Now that my eyes are so cloudy, I can hardly type...Happy Birthday to such a gorgeous boy and congrats to you punkmama, for being an amazing mama. Hugs.
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i know i was all weepy when i was writing it, he makes me weepy on a regular basis! thank you so much.
At work, you think of the children you have left at home. At home, you think of the work you've left unfinished. Such a struggle is unleashed within yourself. Your heart is rent.
- Golda Meir
Beautiful PM, just beautiful.
he is, isn't he? i am biased.
At work, you think of the children you have left at home. At home, you think of the work you've left unfinished. Such a struggle is unleashed within yourself. Your heart is rent.
- Golda Meir
Those dimples..are fraking adorable. Happy Birthday big guy.
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he gets those from us both, hahaha...he was doomed to have dimples, i am glad he wears them well!
At work, you think of the children you have left at home. At home, you think of the work you've left unfinished. Such a struggle is unleashed within yourself. Your heart is rent.
- Golda Meir
and congratulations on being a terrific, loving mother punkmama....you should be very proud!
i am trying on the terrific, i wish it was as easy as the loving part...i am proud though, he is such a good kid!
At work, you think of the children you have left at home. At home, you think of the work you've left unfinished. Such a struggle is unleashed within yourself. Your heart is rent.
- Golda Meir
I remember his baby pics, his awesome little curled lip rebel smile. He is stunning, punkmama. Love the tats!
beautiful post.
i know, i can't believe that it has been four years, here, or in general! thanks for the kind words. and he does that all the time, "look, mama, i have drawings just like you!" ah, the sweetness!!
At work, you think of the children you have left at home. At home, you think of the work you've left unfinished. Such a struggle is unleashed within yourself. Your heart is rent.
- Golda Meir
When your son could be on a billboard (for all the right reasons!)
Happy Birthday V!
and thanks!
At work, you think of the children you have left at home. At home, you think of the work you've left unfinished. Such a struggle is unleashed within yourself. Your heart is rent.
- Golda Meir
that was a beautiful birthday with...happy birthday sweet cheeks!
good job mama!
i keep wondering when those cheeks are gonna thin out...maybe, hopefully, never!!!!
At work, you think of the children you have left at home. At home, you think of the work you've left unfinished. Such a struggle is unleashed within yourself. Your heart is rent.
- Golda Meir
this was beautiful, punktress!
i hope he enjoys his special scorpio day!
love always,
christy or dragon chic a.k.a ellen aim!
can i also mention that the new pics of your m. on m*sp*c* are AMAZING?!?!?!
At work, you think of the children you have left at home. At home, you think of the work you've left unfinished. Such a struggle is unleashed within yourself. Your heart is rent.
- Golda Meir
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i LOVE that name. and oh my, the scorpio male. and he is so gorgeous, he is bound to be a true scorpio male for the rest of his life! pictures of your boy are necessary now!!!
At work, you think of the children you have left at home. At home, you think of the work you've left unfinished. Such a struggle is unleashed within yourself. Your heart is rent.
- Golda Meir