my dad
has been dead 11 years today
he died alone, drug over dose
was he scared?
too high to care?
either way, the last thing he said to me?
I'll always love you
last thing I said?
well, I don't love you
today is a shitty day
august is a shitty month
I just want to crawl in a hole
"If nothing else, life in the suburbs promised that you might go from day to day without finding shit in our hair." ~ David Sedaris
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Really really sorry.
Sunflower the unflower
i'm so sorry. god i hope things look up for you soon... it's been so hard for you lately. i wish there was something i could do to take at least a little of your pain away; i can literally feel your pain jumping off the page when i read your recent posts. all i can do is send you the most positive, loving vibes i can muster from the very bottom of my being and hope that you can feel them. maybe dragon chic can channel some healing energy your way. keep talking to us, brainymom. i can't bear to think of you being in so much pain and keeping it inside... please, please talk to us. PM me if you want to.
love, love, and more love....
-amy
Sounds so painful.
You'll get through this time, brainy. I know that doesn't make it any less difficult, but I hope you know it won't always feel so cold and dark. You're strong. We're here.
"I have no country. As a woman, I want no country. As a woman my country is the whole world." - Virginia Woolf
"If men could get pregnant, abortion would be a sacrament." - Rose F. Kennedy
"I have no country. As a woman, I want no country. As a woman my country is the whole world." - Virginia Woolf
"If men could get pregnant, abortion would be a sacrament." - Rose F. Kennedy
I hope you don't feel guilty for what you said. Sometimes kids say things like that, and sometimes people should hear things like that from their kids.
I'm sorry you're hurting, sweets.
I'm sorry this month sucks ass. Bleah.
love you mama and i agree august is a suck ass month.thinkin of ya mama.
Jessica
Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind~~Dr.Seuss
Jessica
Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind~~Dr.Seuss
Brainymom, I love you. I'm sorry I can't help. I hope moving is going okay for you. August is a shitbag. Hooray for September! What are we doing for our anniversary?
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