****UPDATE*****Vibe request for Lily, please...need some HM magic

The Good News:
Lily has been taken off one of her medications (the steroid that makes her shake) and her pediatrician was very happy at the way her lungs sounded and the clarity of her breaths. They are ordering another chest Xray in a month to check on the mass in her left lung and if it is still there, she will be sent to a pulimonary specialist. I am relieved that her breathing is great and we have some direction to go towards.
The Bad News:
Lily's pneumonia was caused by an exposure to the strain of bacteria that causes ear infections at school. This is why she had no signs of being sick: the bacteria went straight for her lungs and because her lungs are weak, this is a huge problem. So, now I am in a difficult situation. Her doctor fears the constant exposure to this strain of bacteria will always end in the place we are at right now and could possibly damage her already weak lungs, thus Lily never growing out of her asthma. Lily is only 2.5yo so it is not like she is 5, not being able to go to school. Her pediatrician is positive that pulling her now and letting her body recover and repair will allow her to go to traditional preschool next year. But, where I teach is an awesome program for Ava but without the discount, there is no way we can afford it, even part-time ($800 a month). But, what am I supposed to do, risk this constant threat of pneumonia?! And yes, in most people pneumonia is not too big of a deal but because of her weak lung, it is a totally different ball game. I need some time to digest all of this, but as it stands now, I'll probably end up leaving work. Tonight I have a bubble bath, a glass of wine, and a box of tissues awaiting me. I know what needs to be done and in some ways I am grateful, but kind of heartbroken, too.
Thanks again for all of your support, mamas. A ton of love sent your way.
HGL
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Yesterday, I noticed Lily's breathing was sounding very bad so I gave her her inhaler at school before naptime. It scared me terribly that her teachers (my coworkers) did not notice that she could barely speak, but I tried to move past that and go back to my classroom. Naturally, I was worried the entire time and when she woke up, I went back to check on her and she still sounded terrible. I called her doctor, did a respiratory count, and the doctor wanted me in the ER right away. Of course by this point, I'm trying to hold back tears and not show Lily how panicked I am so we rush out the door. Get to the ER and she is sounding worse, to the point the nurses are showing obvious immediate concern. She gets three treatments at once, a chest Xray, and we are told she has pneumonia. Pneumonia in August. She was not even sick, which has the doctors concerned that rather than it manifesting somewhere as a cold, it went into pneumonia. She has cloudy lungs and we have been told that for the next few months, because of the ragweed and season changes, they do not recommend her being outside in the afternoon. All of this in a matter of 2 hours. She is on so many prescriptions right now and I hate that when I give her the treatments she shakes. I am trying so very hard to stay calm but damn, mamas, this sucks.
So, if you have any vibes to spare please send me some:
1. Patience vibes. Ava is so concerned about her little sister, she wants to be in her face all time. Grant me the patience I need for her.
2.Work vibes. I am going to have to change my work schedule because of the outdoor issue and vibe me that my boss does not freak...if she does, I'm out.
3. Strength vibes for my little Lily. She is such a little firecracker, I hate seeing her like this.

Thanks in advance, mamas.