hey!

how are you? what did you do today? did you eat a cookie?!! i hope you had a great week, you deserve it!

ladies: this one goes out to you! for the love you give, the food you prep, the smiles you make and the sex served up hot! we can do whatever we want to.

1. an unexpected call, what?! yes. i went to the roman art exhibit and then tibetan/sherpan food. fucking shit, i love sherpan food! amstel light is nice! this was fun.

2. tits were bare in the car! a scandal! front seat action! this was just enough, what the doctor ordered, i think.

3. practice. i gotta practice this relationship thing. where is my bladerunner? who is he? why is he taking so fucking long? what will i do when i find him? i don't have all the answers.

4. the search. somedays i think that i'm just not ready, maybe i'm not good at this stuff. maybe it'll take me longer than most women to figure it out, but i promise myself that i'll get there.

5. so what?!! i love men, i can't help it. the getter asked me last night why i didn't do the vibrator thing! why should i?!! why would i?!! i'm not that way. what happened to all the hairy backs in the world? i want one too!

6. the soul linking has been great, i'm spreading my love where it's needed.

7. going to margaret cho tomorrow with my son! kelly will be there! life will be perfect at 7 pm.

8. motherhood - what i need is a good man that i can rely on, someone smart, and good looking. what i want is happiness and joy, no pain or struggle. no stress. i've been a mother my whole life. this has been a huge blessing and somewhat a burden at times. i like it, i think i've done a good job overall.

9. the roman exhibit was fun, very cool. they wanted everyone to walk around with a demented dildo in there hands to listen to someone break down each piece, etc. i couldn't bring myself to use it. the jewlery was bomb! lot's of cool stuff. i saw a really neat snake braclet, it was fun!

10. lunch was nice, i feel like we've come full circle here. this was successful, i have no regrets. i told my buddy haley that this year has been great overall, i can't complain. i've made a lot of radical changes and i've continued on my path. i'll never quit. i feel like i've just begun.

11. what should this be? let's make this one really count! i like sex, i need it. but it has to be with the right person/right time or it just won't do. i need to work out the kinks, and continue my search. in the meantime, i'll keep my eyes open and see what happens.

love is a dragon. period.