i've always liked thursday's best, i don't know why! i'm thinking of you, and wishing you a fun weekend! it's almost here, can you taste it?!

redmomma - i'll holler at you tomorrow, i hope this is cool!

1. receiving - i became a receiver today, i'm not sure what happened. i was telling my friend that during my early morning yoga work out, i opened my heart to receiving and it felt so good, i had to say it outloud! good goddess, where have i been my whole life? the fem in me was finally alive, i feel bad that i shut her down for so long!

2. when i was doing this, my friend was on the bus and meditating, she felt me open my heart and was able to take in receiving too. she projected this all over the bus, it worked!

3. there is no turning back now! the cats out of the bag! i want to feel this cosmic connection with everyone i meet. i do, and i appreciate people opening their hearts to me.

4. son is at a friends house. it's quiet, just me and my daughter. i told her that he was going to job corps soon, that he needed to grow up and become a man. she thought it was cool!

5. i lowered my man bot age on eharms. why did i do this? the haggard assed men my age and older weren't shit! honestly, if i had to look at another depressed, tore up face, i might hang myself! why is this? do you know what the difference is? i'll tell you what i think.

6. a divorced man should have a could have worked on his marriage and he wouldn't have ended up all fucked up in the first place. a divorced woman DID hustle, bust ass, and tried everything that she could think of to save her marriage. i swear this is true!

7. this is not to say that i wouldn't date someone my age, but dang! a bar of soap, foot spray, underwear and a smile go A LONG assed way in this world! so many men just stop caring about themselves, and they don't even know it! take a vitamin for fucks sake!

8. i'm not picky, i just want someone who cares enough to represent!

9. forget that, i am picky! hell after what i've learned, i need to be!

10. i'm going to have fun this weekend. it's payday tomorrow, i get to take my buddy out to pho. i start my new part time job next week. things are shifting, can you feel it?

11. i'm giving the bonus to you - what do you want # 11 to be? tell me, please.

hearts and good stuff,

dc

is a dragon/phoenix/regular girl (finally!).