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RECEIVING - i like this! you too can receive, and this is how you do it: 10 miracles/thursdaySubmitted by dragon chic on Fri, 04/25/2008 - 4:03am.
i've always liked thursday's best, i don't know why! i'm thinking of you, and wishing you a fun weekend! it's almost here, can you taste it?! redmomma - i'll holler at you tomorrow, i hope this is cool! 1. receiving - i became a receiver today, i'm not sure what happened. i was telling my friend that during my early morning yoga work out, i opened my heart to receiving and it felt so good, i had to say it outloud! good goddess, where have i been my whole life? the fem in me was finally alive, i feel bad that i shut her down for so long! 2. when i was doing this, my friend was on the bus and meditating, she felt me open my heart and was able to take in receiving too. she projected this all over the bus, it worked! 3. there is no turning back now! the cats out of the bag! i want to feel this cosmic connection with everyone i meet. i do, and i appreciate people opening their hearts to me. 4. son is at a friends house. it's quiet, just me and my daughter. i told her that he was going to job corps soon, that he needed to grow up and become a man. she thought it was cool! 5. i lowered my man bot age on eharms. why did i do this? the haggard assed men my age and older weren't shit! honestly, if i had to look at another depressed, tore up face, i might hang myself! why is this? do you know what the difference is? i'll tell you what i think. 6. a divorced man should have a could have worked on his marriage and he wouldn't have ended up all fucked up in the first place. a divorced woman DID hustle, bust ass, and tried everything that she could think of to save her marriage. i swear this is true! 7. this is not to say that i wouldn't date someone my age, but dang! a bar of soap, foot spray, underwear and a smile go A LONG assed way in this world! so many men just stop caring about themselves, and they don't even know it! take a vitamin for fucks sake! 8. i'm not picky, i just want someone who cares enough to represent! 9. forget that, i am picky! hell after what i've learned, i need to be! 10. i'm going to have fun this weekend. it's payday tomorrow, i get to take my buddy out to pho. i start my new part time job next week. things are shifting, can you feel it? 11. i'm giving the bonus to you - what do you want # 11 to be? tell me, please. hearts and good stuff, dc is a dragon/phoenix/regular girl (finally!). dragon chic's blog | login or register to post comments | email this page | printer friendly version
you're right! i think the true-match.com ad is dead on! funny enough, i was ready to ditch the eharm's today, and the sucker renewed itself! oh well - more cool pics are in the running! last night i was manifesting up a storm, lot's of good things on my horizon. you're right, settling is out of the question. this is why honey getter was sent packing. my psychic self tends to make my decisions for me, i feel blessed that way. BUT, my personality can lag a bit, i'm still searching and i won't quit, i like the idea of someone swimming inside me! and i like the idea of being selective about who goes fishin' down yonder! thank you for the support! hearts, dc a fire breathing/green scaled mistress production! how about "does not unconsciously pee in a bottle in the middle of the night because he forgets that he is no longer living a single life alone in a garage with no toilet and actually has a home with 2"? Check out my daily photo journal: fuck! meeshums - this made my day! thank you for saying it! check this out: let's go back like 8-10 years in time.... i lived with my ex husband, my brother and my son! all 3 of them pulled this shit, and funny enough, they all blamed eachother for it! you're right, it's unintentional, but man, it stinks! grown man piss doesn't play games! the "make him drink it" part was pure inspiration/delight! hearts to you - have a great day lady, i'm thinking about you! forever - dc a fire breathing/green scaled mistress production! I want #11 to be the universe to speak to me. Can this relationship be bettered. We are back in the slump. Universe speak to me, speak to DC send us the love and strength we derserve to be the amazing women that we are . i will listen and speak the truth! i'm sorry wifes, don't give up. we're all in this together - she's hearing us, and good stuff/what we want/need is on it's way! wishes/intentions are set in motion! no more slump! hearts on fire, dc a fire breathing/green scaled mistress production! Your posts make me giggle hard but mostly because they are so true! Oh where to start, numbers 6 and 7, damn right! Yes divorced men (and I'm sure there are some exceptions) - you nailed it! Divorced women, well it's a different story where effort is concerned. It's in our nature to give it all, or ask to be given the opportunity to give it all. You are low maintenance but you have standards!! I hear that! Let us know how it goes w/ the younger man pool on eharmony. Sending you big love mama, so happy to hear bout your son and his new beginnings in the world. And late birthday tidings to your DD as well! xoxo Love is all fun and games until someone loses an eye or gets pregnant. - Jim Cole thank you for agreeing, i can feel your energy soaring in the skies! you understand where i'm coming from! it makes me feel good! has anyone written book or a least a paper on this topic? seriously! what is wrong with that picture? mama, i am low maintenance, and you know what i mean when i call myself this! i'm the girl that enjoys a high quality kosher corn dog, (plain!) and an imported beer! fuck it, i'll have the brat and beer combo, whatever, i'm not picky. i just needed to change my standards, my heart had to let go and my head/coconut needed to flow that juice! the correct juice, i might add! blessings to your baby girl, all snuggled up, safe, happy and content in her beautiful mamacita's arms! you did this! do continue to do this, everyday! thank you for thinking of my son - that boy is great. he's headed for his path/enlightenment/greatness and fun! he's growing up still, and at almost 6 feet tall, he's my giant! sometimes i run my hand over his face with an open palm. he closes his eyes and scrunches up his face! i do this to "unjar" him. the teenagers can hold a lot of tension in their face without knowing it. you're going to laugh at this ridiculous story: i decided it was time to up the anty and to do the full body shot to post on the eharms. what did i decide? that i would tart up, "gloria" style (i love that film!), and pose holding a fake gun! i need to buy one, because i attempted to make one cut out of a manilla folder, and it was terrible! my son took the gun out of the recycling and posted it up by the front door! you can count on me for almost anything, except last minute fake gun making! i love you yogs - and i'm thinking about you this weekend! have fun! hearts, dc a fire breathing/green scaled mistress production! wow,DC- talk about crazy, when I was on 9, I was going to tell you what I wanted your last one to be, but I'm used to ten, so can I squeeze it in there? and bump the job to eleven? How about earning a sexy, manicured with being complelty emasculated man? its okay to use hand lotion, hairproducts, whitening toothpaste, lift some weights and wear a shirt or two from last seasons clearance rack at Nordstroms! Honest A DKNY shirt, some Kenneth Cole shoes a man that reads the Kabballah, listens to some music that was produced this century, walks when he could drive now and then, is kind, smiles at strangers and opens doors pays for dinners is not too much to ask for when you've spent your whole life primping the outside as well as the in, redirecting energy,rebuilding, cleansing your soul, stripping your ego, finding the right lipgloss, shaking off the negativity, putting one foot in front of the other, making sacrifices all while somtimes wearing strappy shoes. You, my dear have defintly earned it. fuck! we do out live them by at least 7 years! thank you patty: for loving me, understanding my intention, dreams, desires, my higher power, truth, justice, gangsta ways, red/beating/healthy heart that i give openly and damn girl!! my fashion sense. when i get to meet you, it's a 3 minute hug minimum! i secretly don't think that i'll be able to let go! the old hodge! you nailed it, like you do, in style and on time! what is up with these guys? i had no idea what i was going to be faced with. i honestly, thought that they were like us! but, somehow they're not! strange! i shouldn't type cast them, but it's been a let down. i fucking like nordie's last season clearance rack! damn, those shirts are nice! front pocket or not! clean works! you described what i want to to a T. i'm working on a man-mantra - here is a piece of it: "men like me, they want to take care of me, their not afraid of me, they love me! they want to build a life with me, help me pay my bills, love my children and respect me". "the man i find attractive, will pursue me". this is a start, yeah? it's a 100 million times better than anything else i've done!. keep dreaming for me, i need your majic! love you pats, dc a fire breathing/green scaled mistress production! shirt from last season's clearance rack at Nordstrom! Yes!!! Please! Kabballah, and I'm quoting you later on the lipgloss, shaking off negativity, ... all the while sometimes wearing strappy shoes... loved that... Love is all fun and games until someone loses an eye or gets pregnant. - Jim Cole she spits fire in her words, they always cut to the chase, paint the correct picture and inspire people! i am grateful to be friends with patty, her influence in this world is priceless. she's covers the globe in frosting, love and sprinkles! we love you patty! hearts and agrees with yogs, dc a fire breathing/green scaled mistress production! It sucks when you remember that most men are lazy asses and that when you're with someone even if you had someone younger and hotter, he'd only be young and hot and smell sososososo good until you settled in. True colors girl. #11 I hope we all get laid with someone who smells good, has good hygiene, wears clean undies, AND isn't an ass (even if it's just for a night). And please God, let the babies sleep through it! hello en, everyone needs to get laid, you're right! it's been 2 months for me, and i'm ready to roll again. younger/hotter and smarter! i'm telling you these younger folk are savvy as fuck! i dig that! they can teach me the stuff i need to know right now! the hygiene issue! the underwear dreams/wishes! you nailed it. hygiene and clean drawers are fucking universal! no more stink pots. we all want and need this! it takes a dood 10 seconds to switch it up, and they will. because we ask them! i would love the "no ass" for a night - i'm with you all the way on this one! you made my day, thank you. dc is a fire goddess! a fire breathing/green scaled mistress production! I've been reading and getting your messages and love but I can't stop freakin working! It is so bad that when you said you were a receiver now, I thought you were like the person at work who receives all of the deliveries... Ok, off to work again - 6 days a week is killing me and my molar teething babe... take care DC! Check out my daily photo journal: that was great and true! i appreciate that! you should see my smile right now! i've been thinking about you for weeks now! i'll continue to send you my love all the way from seattle, you're my friend and i know how hard you're working! 6 days is serious business, but it can be done! and you're doing it everyday! a clean man! we're doing this thing! what the fuck happened to feet? i was looking at my daughter's feet today, she's one of those people have perfect feet! i know they are meant to walk the earth, but come on! something happened to men along the way, but they can undo it! i think it's cool that you told him, a reminder is nice. shit, it helps everyone in the long run. the getting laid part too, just hearing the words is enough to change things up. you have a good man, meesh. he understands you and cares about you. this will never change. so cool that your daughter turned 8! she's a beautiful, solid, smart girl! i love all of your family pics! the boys are sweet, kind and helpful. these kids are growing up fast mamacita! time is flying! what i love and appreciate the most about you, is that you stop to smell the roses. you can see clearly, this is what you are working for. i need to do this more, sometimes i get caught up, and it can be weeks before i look up in front of me. i'm changing it, and it feels good. i love your #11, this is what it's all about! stand strong like you do - hearts,dc a fire breathing/green scaled mistress production! it's nice to feel appreciated - it is what I struggle with most because I don't often feel that way. SO is ok (sometimes really good even if I don't accept it) about showing the appreciation, but some days I need a lot after work and he needs it after working from home all day with the babe and I just can't give it to him. That's when things fall apart the most. Check out my daily photo journal: 2 working parents is hard core, i know this. my ex and i lived it for years, and for the most part we did pretty good. now that i'm gearing up again to partner, i'll handle this as best as i can. and what more can you do? you both are giving it 100%. honestly, you and i both know that is more than most couples are able to give, period. things will smooth itself out, it always does. you have a good life. be proud of yourself lady, you run a tight/bomb ship! your family is healthy and everything is in place. (even if it doesn't seem like it, or even if it takes a lot to get it there). you have a bright future, and the sacrifices you both are making are paying off. someday we'll share a chai or beer and talk for hours! if we lived close to eachother, i would have you over for homemade sushi! i love you meesh - hang tight sista. love, dc a fire breathing/green scaled mistress production! Fucking A! fantasies we've got to let love rule I want #11 to be this cute womyn that I'm talking to right now coming through and being a decent person. She's a mama, so this will help. you deserve: rainbows, sparks flying, happiness, helping hands, compassion, a golden lady, rings of fire and an unlimited supply of angels. and you'll get it! this womyn is lucky to have you in her life, i am too. the people that meet you get a chance to look at destiny and faith, you are a heavenly goddess. the pic of you as the cherry bomb says it all! just know that one tiny asian lady in seattle is pulling for you, all the way. (trucker style of course! sans the meth, bad teeth, fucked up hat or hooker in the back!). BUT, i'll the keep the "lady" back flaps, i always liked that silouette! love, dc a fire breathing/green scaled mistress production! |
so hear you on the men in dirty diaps. if i could be honest on match.com i would say, "About My Partner": Does not pee on the floor, knows how to wipe and clean his ass (i.e. is over age 3), appreciates my effort beauty and makes some himself w/out being a shallow narcissist or wearing nauseating cologne (i.e. is over age 18), be sexy and good at dinner and in bed, and not looking for mama to suck on or shit on, be real about your tangled heart and able to hold mine too. BE A MAN. A Real Man.
I'm hoping #11 is about getting to make love with someone AWESOME as my 4 year old says. Not JUST OKAY. Will not settle. And hope you don't either. If someone's going inside your body and swimming around in there, they better be the Real Deal.
xo
MAGGIE