Submitted by dragon chic on Sat, 04/19/2008 - 5:22am.
hello lady-bots!
i have always loved women, hell i am one! and now this is what a masculine phoenix has to say:
1. the phoenix. this is what i became, i got lucky somehow!
2. prior to becoming a birdlady, i wondered how i would get there. i knew that scorpion's evolved to this, but how? i still don't know, but the wing's are fucking nice!
3. magnetism, creativity, feeling alive and other good stuff: "creating money" - have you read this? sanaya roman is the author, he channels. this is a series of books and i'm reading the first one, i can't put it down! this shit is real! my counselor suggeted these books, and one was posted on allison dubois site. i checked them out from the library, and opened it up. i read the intro and then shut it! his higher power is called "orin"! i thought: what is this tom cruise/scientology bullshit! i was so wrong! my counsleor incouraged me to try it again, and this time skip the intro! why did i cop an attitude about fucking orin!? this dood is smart!
4. channeling is good/cool, you just have to get used to the idea. it's higher knowledge, real life core of the earth shit. if a 1/2 asian woman like me can get into this, so can you!
5. things i'm manifesting right now - an uber slutty pair of red mary jane high heels i want, a good man, a new job, and money.
6. one thing the book talks about is drawing towards you what inspires you, or makes you feel alive. i love to sing and i haven't sung on a stage in years, probably 20. i've been wanting to do karaoke for a long time now, and put it off. this weekend i will do it.
7. my counselor has been talking to me about my "mantra", what it should be, etc. i had no idea what she meant by this, and then i finally got it! i used my work's label maker to make a ton of these, and some are even magnets! my favorite is: I have unlimited abundance. i need to believe this to actually get it!
8. i'm picking up that second job next week. i interviewed this week for it, and i'll stop by the office again next week for the wrap up. i want this job so i can pay off my bills and feel more secure. i need to feel more confident, i need to pull this off. wish luck ladies! and watch me fly!
9. the man-bot arena. 150 "menfolk" and yes, (i use that term hella loosely here!) handed over to me via eharmony, and you know what? only one was cute enough to meet. this guy is a flake, and i'm dissapointed. what the hell is going on here? why do gamers want women in the first place?!! (i'm serious, some of these guys haven't had physical contact with a woman in a long time, the photo is proof!). why do guys like "Sean, in Selah Washington" enjoy masterbating to my photo 7 days a week, and can't even say hi! why am i stuck on this level?!! i really want to move past all this stupid shit, i know that my bladerunner is waiting for me!
10. a bladerunner, this is what i want! a real man, someone that uses soap and smells good, leg/chest hair, a killer smile, a hands-on-no-bullshit protector, someone that can get a grip on my masculine side, someone who knows how to make love to a woman *seriously!*, mr. nice guy who is SINGLE and searching for a real woman, relationship, the whole 9. someone who doesn't live out of their history/past - he likes kids and doesn't mind dating a single mom, someone with good intentions and someone that will take us to dinner once in a while! a man who appreciates me, i wear fishnets for fucksake!
fuck!
11. bonus material - belle's, i love you!
holler back universe, i know you hear me!
hearts to all the masculine women who are tired of pulling out! we don't need to put out, THEY need to pull out!
dc is your friend!
That book sounds inspiring. I'm glad you found it and stuck with it past first impressions. I hope the second job goes well, good luck. Your bladerunner is waiting for you. Sean is stuck on his own level and you are stuck nowhere, mama.
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