love and support women! this is what hipmama is all about, don't forget that part! 10/fryday!

Submitted by dragon chic on Sat, 04/19/2008 - 5:22am.

hello lady-bots!

i have always loved women, hell i am one! and now this is what a masculine phoenix has to say:

1. the phoenix. this is what i became, i got lucky somehow!

2. prior to becoming a birdlady, i wondered how i would get there. i knew that scorpion's evolved to this, but how? i still don't know, but the wing's are fucking nice!

3. magnetism, creativity, feeling alive and other good stuff: "creating money" - have you read this? sanaya roman is the author, he channels. this is a series of books and i'm reading the first one, i can't put it down! this shit is real! my counselor suggeted these books, and one was posted on allison dubois site. i checked them out from the library, and opened it up. i read the intro and then shut it! his higher power is called "orin"! i thought: what is this tom cruise/scientology bullshit! i was so wrong! my counsleor incouraged me to try it again, and this time skip the intro! why did i cop an attitude about fucking orin!? this dood is smart!

4. channeling is good/cool, you just have to get used to the idea. it's higher knowledge, real life core of the earth shit. if a 1/2 asian woman like me can get into this, so can you!

5. things i'm manifesting right now - an uber slutty pair of red mary jane high heels i want, a good man, a new job, and money.

6. one thing the book talks about is drawing towards you what inspires you, or makes you feel alive. i love to sing and i haven't sung on a stage in years, probably 20. i've been wanting to do karaoke for a long time now, and put it off. this weekend i will do it.

7. my counselor has been talking to me about my "mantra", what it should be, etc. i had no idea what she meant by this, and then i finally got it! i used my work's label maker to make a ton of these, and some are even magnets! my favorite is: I have unlimited abundance. i need to believe this to actually get it!

8. i'm picking up that second job next week. i interviewed this week for it, and i'll stop by the office again next week for the wrap up. i want this job so i can pay off my bills and feel more secure. i need to feel more confident, i need to pull this off. wish luck ladies! and watch me fly!

9. the man-bot arena. 150 "menfolk" and yes, (i use that term hella loosely here!) handed over to me via eharmony, and you know what? only one was cute enough to meet. this guy is a flake, and i'm dissapointed. what the hell is going on here? why do gamers want women in the first place?!! (i'm serious, some of these guys haven't had physical contact with a woman in a long time, the photo is proof!). why do guys like "Sean, in Selah Washington" enjoy masterbating to my photo 7 days a week, and can't even say hi! why am i stuck on this level?!! i really want to move past all this stupid shit, i know that my bladerunner is waiting for me!

10. a bladerunner, this is what i want! a real man, someone that uses soap and smells good, leg/chest hair, a killer smile, a hands-on-no-bullshit protector, someone that can get a grip on my masculine side, someone who knows how to make love to a woman *seriously!*, mr. nice guy who is SINGLE and searching for a real woman, relationship, the whole 9. someone who doesn't live out of their history/past - he likes kids and doesn't mind dating a single mom, someone with good intentions and someone that will take us to dinner once in a while! a man who appreciates me, i wear fishnets for fucksake!

fuck!

11. bonus material - belle's, i love you!

holler back universe, i know you hear me!

hearts to all the masculine women who are tired of pulling out! we don't need to put out, THEY need to pull out!

dc is your friend!

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Submitted by Velma on Mon, 04/21/2008 - 4:48am.

That book sounds inspiring. I'm glad you found it and stuck with it past first impressions. I hope the second job goes well, good luck. Your bladerunner is waiting for you. Sean is stuck on his own level and you are stuck nowhere, mama.

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Submitted by dragon chic on Mon, 04/21/2008 - 5:53am.

how are you and boys doing? i think of your beautiful face a lot! your eyes are sacred and full of wisdom/compassion!! i'm always wishing you: strength, drive, love, happiness and good times!

you can always count on me, i hope you know this!

i've thought about the next meet up in oregon, and i would like to be invited/go! it would be great to meet you someday!

thank you for supporting this book, it's helping me to get to the next level. you know how hard headed i can be, i had to make fun of myself/laugh at myself for checking out the same books twice! gahhh! it was time for my personal/spiritual evolution.

i need the job support, i have big plans and i need to work hard/smart to carry them out.

oh boy, my soul searching had better lead up to the right man for the job! fuck, this isn't for nothing! i need to pay attention to the signs.

the jerk-offs on eharmony, what a let down, huh? i don't know what to make of it, i'm gearing up to let my account go in a few weeks. it was a shot in the dark, at least i tried it!

hearts and have a great week love!

dc

forever!

a fire breathing/green scaled mistress production!

Submitted by corbid on Sun, 04/20/2008 - 5:14pm.

I think channeling is like any other kind of divination/magick type enterprise, ie. the "art of changing consciousness at will" to paraphrase Starhawk. I suspect 95% of the details are made up in most cases, but if the wisdom's there who cares what name you give it assuming no one is being taken advantage of or harmed in any way. It's the fuckers that take advantage of people's need for spiritual sustenance for their own monetary and power needs that give mystics of all stripes a bad reputation.

Divination/magick/religion/politics/psychotherapy/philosophy/karma all add up to different angles from which to take a look at the world before us and determine what we want from it and what we want to give back to it. Cosmic inkblot interpretation mabe? And once we know that we are ready to kick ass with that knowledge!

Dragonbabe, your man is nigh I suspect, being as you've so eloquently described him in advance. So sit back, relax and enjoy doing all the things that would be harder to find time for with a boyfriend in tow...

Submitted by dragon chic on Mon, 04/21/2008 - 12:52am.

i hear you babe - i know where you're coming from.

channeling is something that we all do, but the who, what, where, when and why, varies.

i'm doing this full steam, wish me luck.

this book is good, i would recommend that anyone who is interested, it's worth checking out. it sets up the basics for you, and it's easy to read/understand.

i know the phony balonies are out there, i've done my share of weeding through them. (and will continue too!).

you gotta follow your heart, right? instincts and goals can set things in motion.

AND, i swear i had no idea that brain power was what it was all about!

you know that i'm a risk taker. getting into trance work, visiting my favorite psychic and manifestation kind of run along those line. i have to try new things, switch up my mindset and get ready for greatness!

after all these years of talking up my shit, i had no idea how to really make it happen. and now i do.

the man note -

i hear you - i just want to manifest someone great. and i'm learning how to manifest this stuff at night, then let it go. i'm able to fall asleep quickly because of this, and sleep more solidly, i had no idea that this would be the case!

(dood, the slutty shoes are on their way!).

i'm enjoying my life, but i'm ready to rock and roll. the partnership thing is critical for me right now. i suspect that mr. bladerunner is right around the corner! wish me luck!

hearts to the girls,

dc

forever!

a fire breathing/green scaled mistress production!

Submitted by rhythmsmama on Sun, 04/20/2008 - 2:18pm.

You just rock my world some days.... and today is one of them! I thanks my lucky stars for knowing there are women like you in the world. You amaze me.

Submitted by dragon chic on Mon, 04/21/2008 - 12:56am.

thank you for the nice compliment!

i've worked hard at continuing my life, rebuilding/restructuring it, making a life for my kids, getting my groove/desire back on, and ultimately honoring my true self.

not an easy task for a phoenix lady in seattle!

friends like you have helped me get a leg up, and i appreciate it.

i'm traveling my spiritual path, and it's leading me straight into hollywood, where i've always belonged.

i shall throw you a gangsta sign and and a shout out when i get to the cribs stage!

on a serious note:

the fire breathers are here to love, serve and protect everyone. this is what we do.

(now, if only the cops would add the "love" part and quit using the rest of the line, we'd be in good hands!).

i hope you have a great week - thanks for caring about me, i need it!

take care,

dc

a fire breathing/green scaled mistress production!

Submitted by yoginisinglemama on Sat, 04/19/2008 - 6:01am.

and i find your happy post kickin ass and it is making me smile. sorry bout all the tool bags on eharmony. i want #10 for you so bad, keep putting out good things into the universe and you shall receive! it's true. it may take some time, be patient hold tight, it's coming! i am happy your counselor is leading you to such great inspiration! that's so wonderful.

as for your words about that agreement, yes, i wore him down! he knows he was a shit. and came to his senses and signed. but whatever. i got what i needed. thanks for this: life is not always a struggle, it doesn't have to be. but when the challenges arise, you need to stand your ground. you are awesome dc, don't forget it.
lots of love,
me

Love is all fun and games until someone loses an eye or gets pregnant. - Jim Cole

Submitted by dragon chic on Sat, 04/19/2008 - 8:23am.

hello yogis,

thank you! #10 is a sure fire bet! i'm glad that you support my manwich fund! the manifestation thing is interesting/slightly tricky at first. i've learned that it comes in the form that you actually need/what your soul benefits from, etc.

my man wishes are interesting, because my son has stepped up his teenage game 110% this week. he ended up doing at least 1/2 of my work, odd, but he did it.

(you'll laugh at this next one!) - a security guard in my building that has been crushing on me for months gave me two large bags of fresh starbucks, (and two weeks ago an orchid, when i was dreaming up more flowers). this also coincides with the freaky deaky/FedEx horrible cd and single rose from a bus driver!!

i'm laughing my ass off right now, i wish you could see me! i need to be very specific when i ask for something, again, my counselor is teaching/reminding me this.

i've been pursued by some tardwicks on eharm's, not good! just not my type, you know? i like men that are intelligent/funny, good looking, clean cut, nice hands, clean shirt/dirty joke telling variety! does that make sense? shy, even reserved is okay with me, but honest. some of the guys that have pursued me recently, are NONE of the above.

i'm cleaning up my act, i know what to ask for now.

he's coming, funny enough, i can feel him searching for me too! not too shabby, huh?

thank you for continuing to pull for me, i need your help!

consider this: i wrapped up my marriage 10 months ago, and things are good now. i feel like i'm a million miles away from it, and my counselor and friends are the reason why.

you did so good! he had to sign, what else could he do? honestly, this guy not only NO intentions, but his heart is nowhere, too. it's not like he really wanted anything good or bad from this, does that make sense? and not that it matters now, he had to cave/buckle. this was in the cards.

and you know what? i'll step up the plate and say that with all the stuff that went down in this, no matter how stressful it got, no matter how retarded he got, it had to go down this way.

you walked away unscathed, i mean it.

letting someone go can seem like the hardest thing in the world, until you actually get the breathing space to figure out why you did it, and why it was necessary or for the greater good/whole family.

now you've got your family intact! your daughter is going to continue to grow up healthy and strong and lead the kind of life she was destined to have.

all because you cared enough about yourself and her to stand your ground.

thank you for the compliment, and most of all thank you for reminding me who i am. i've had to learn the hard way that my core self is the same, i know who i am. no amount of anything will ever change that!

hearts,

dc

a fire breathing/green scaled mistress production!

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