oh my god, i can barely fucking think!

a dragon's wish for you!

1. i'll be on a plane tomorrow morning! i need to run around a bit and somehow find my way, on my own to the airport. i'll look cute and talk to strangers. this is my new way!

2. i'm at work right now, and my brain is on hyper drive! one of my very best friends in this magnificent world got a major promotion! she is tops, and she deserves it!

3. where am i going? what is waiting for me? who will i see? what the fuck will i do about it? this is me, claiming my life and all that it is, for the first time. why did it take me 35 years to come full circle? i have no idea. don't wait as long as i did.

4. paloma. she's stayed with me/by me this whole time. i can feel her everyday, it's like she never left me. i knew that she would have to fly to the heavens at some point, but now she's here to stay. thank you paloma, i need you more than ever!

5. when i think of her living with aids for years, it breaks my heart. when i think of how hard she struggled to make it, and what she endured, i know what i must to do to honor her, and myself.

6. being a survivor is one thing, and it's not enough.

7. i'm about to put my office assistant on, and my sign on the back of my chair! what has the world come to!

8. my kids are ready to be with their dad, this will be good for them. for all of us.

9. my shoes have been a hit!

10. forgiveness is freedom.

bonus material: 11. treat yourself to something nice, you deserve it!

Love,

DragonWarrior!