hello ladies! i'm kissing each of you on the left cheek! (and i'm not being "cheeky" about it!) anyhoo, this one is going to get loopy, here we go:

1. shamanic journey touched my soul, poured right through me, my kundalini energy was so powerful! this was not only enlightening, but it lifted 2 tons of solid bullshit off my back! imagine a silver back being taken from your soul. and i like silver backs! but dang! does that make sense? i hope so.

2. i clock in for work, take off, get my kids off to their dads, haul ass back to work, fiddle around, so tired. wait at bus stop, no bus coming, get cab, worry about the fare, maybe not enough cash, pay by debit, i'm at my friends house, it's a goddess palace!

3. we walk her dog, i talk to her bird, she has a beautiful place, i see the water and the window looks unreal. like i can't tell where the glass meets the blue of the water/blue of the sky.

4. she does an amazing tarot reading, (this is the second one that someone has done for me this month), she makes some spells for me, we talk a lot, we walk her dog again. this is nice.

5. we head into her basement, it's set up for a large coven to practice in, i haven't been in a spirtual place like this ever. i consider joining my first coven, i think i will this year. i lay down near a caldron on pillows and cover myself with a blanket. she puts on music, i close my eyes. before i do this she blesses/seals the circle. i swear i can feel myself drifting, getting high and feeling like i need to close my eyes, but i'm not tired! my kundalini energy is so alive! i feel it running up and down my spine, it's uncontrollable! i work on my breathing and shut my eyes.

6. what did i see? a large diamond, pink flowers, a red fox (fox has always been my guide animal), a man, running and playing in the forrest, i see a huge well, i jump inside it. a large golden angel puts her wings around me and holds me, water is everywhere, she gives me a drink from a cup. i fly out of the well, float on the cloud, i see a huge eagle, with giant wings. i get words, people are talking to me, and inside the diamond i see the world. trust, truth and forgiveness keep coming up. i shut up and listen, i will continue to be honest with myself and walk the walk. i need to work on this, daily.

7. i'm so fucking high when i wake up, it lasts for hours! i somehow make it back to work, and i'm barely functional. i talk to my good friend, and she's so sweet. i try to eat a kimchi ramen bowl, and drink coffee, i'm toast! i tell my buddy that i wanted to surprise my son with chris rock tickets! she knows that they're sold out! my buddy is tops! this woman is so wise! i hug her and stay glued to work for at least an hour or two, barely able to do anything!

8. chris rock!! in seattle?!!! even he would joke about his tickets being sold for $360 a pair! i love this man, he's my favorite comedian. i love his style and he's cute too! i like that he's nerdy and doesn't care. chris is a sage! he tells the truth whether or not people are ready to listen.

9. majic has transformed me, i want to keep seeking out my own personal truth. i realize where i'm at in the life, and this journey confirms that i'm on the right path. my friend reminds me that i'm the diamond in the journey. i don't know what to say about that part.

10. my worries are made up, i need to change my way of thinking. i can continue to do my best for my children, i love them so much. my son asks me when i get home: "mom, how was the journey". he also says: "mom, some people live so nasty, have you seen so and so's apartment?". i tell him no. he says: "i appreciate how hard you work to keep our place so nice and clean". this is why i became a mother, i think. these two sentences give me the strength to keep going, this makes it worth while to live.

11. i am on the wire, and i'm about to jump off of it. i'm casting spells to help us, and if anyone asks me too, i will help them with the information/knowledge i have inside of me.

i'm an o.g. fruit loop! hearts and have an amazing week - you deserve it!

forever, dc