there are an awful lot of food recipes all of a sudden!!...making me HUNGRY.
and, also
nate read my hipmama blog and found out about my crush. rat bastard. for some reason, i am ANGRY. i always feel like this is my place for support, laughs, information, friends, and damnit - I DESERVE IT. he also read my email somehow. grrrrr
ANY way. when i first realized i had a crush, it was weird, it made me feel amazing - alive (in a different way?) and beautiful. now since i know he knows, every time i see my crush, i am not enjoying it and i burn with embarrassment, wondering if nate has told him about it. grrrrr again.