So in the past few days, I've been settling into a light depression. Nothing too serious, like "SEEK HELP NOW" serious, but curl up in bed for a few days and deny the world exists type stuff.
However, I'm solely responsible for the development of a one-year old. I can handle the care stuff fine. I'm still nursing him enough, feeding him regular meals and snacks, changing diapers, keeping him out of danger/too much trouble.
I'm just having a hard time chasing him, and especially playing with him. I notice when I get in this sort of funk, I don't talk much, at all, so I'm passing a lot of our day in silence, mainly because it takes so much energy to make conversation with some one that doesn't talk. I don't have that energy.
Let me be clear, I'm okay. Just in that sort of bummer mood that everyone gets into from time to time. I just need help on how to not let it affect my sweet babe.