No News is ?
I'm an optimist. Generally, I think no news is good news. Today, I am just finding it downright frustrating.
I went in for my vaginal ultrasound. There is a "pregnancy sac" and it is measuring about 5 weeks. There was nothing in the sac. The tech said that isn't too surprising - 5 weeks is really early to see anything.
They said my HCG levels are good and didn't think they needed to do another blood test today.
They rescheduled me for another ultrasound next Friday.
gonna ask. it is so hard to carry on like, business as usual. i am thinking of you.
“I never expect men to give us liberty. No, women, we are not worth it until we take it.�
Voltairine De Cleyre
“You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.”
Friedrich Nietzsche
if you are growing a person or not is kind of a big deal, drug induced wild sex plans or not. I hope this next week FLIES past for you.
you are right, SD, but it is always hard for me to stay reasonable about that kinda stuff. not to hijack, but i had a m/c with my ex husband, totally unplanned preg but the first i had decided to keep. and it ended, which i had never even considered happening. first timer and all. then, when i was 10 weeks with vincent, i spotted. i mean, SD, my blood ran cold. and i went straight to the office crying, and they swept me back and did a vag ultrasound, and there was the heartbeat. i didn't want to look at it. i was so scared. there is my old school, main stream, by the books OB telling me, honey, when we see a heartbeat at this point, thereis very very litle chance that you are losing this pg. i didn't care. i spotted again one week later, and you know, i didn't let myself really get excited about my pg till about 6 months in. so my hat is off to you. also i think that next time, if that happens, if i know myself i will think, look, you had one, he is perfect, don't freak out. terrible, but i know me.
still burning the nuestra for you mama.
“I never expect men to give us liberty. No, women, we are not worth it until we take it.�
Voltairine De Cleyre
i so relate!
Glad you got your boy V!
(did you know that's my main charactor name in my new play's, except he's called "V" for short! He's a bad ass sexy man.
SD, thinking + for you mama!
xo
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The same thing happened to me when I was pregnant with Ethan. I'm sending baby-making vibes your way, Mama.
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and also ::vibes for patience::, and failing that, ::vibes for distraction::
"if i pass for other than what i am/do you feel safer?" ~lani ka'ahumanu
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"if i pass for other than what i am, do you feel safer?" ~ lani ka'ahumanu
dragon knows dragon
strong baby vibes to you mama. hang in there.
"Convictions are more dangerous enemies of truth than lies." - Nietzsche
vibing for patience.
"We are what we pretend to be, so we must be careful what we pretend to be." ~~ Kurt Vonnegut
"You know, i could write a book. And this book would be thick enough, to stun an ox." -- Laurie Anderson
Good wishes x 10. Vibing for you all - what a long week.
"Step off my big ass."
- Anthromom
from me too. You rely so heavily on the statistics at that point, i know i did. I wish you a new baby, I know how much you have been wanting one.
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Thank you for thinking of me!
Really, I don't know what I am so in a twist about. It is not like I have some big plans for drug-induced wild sexual behavior, or anything. Life would pretty much be the same whether I was pregnant or not, KWIM?