A friend of my BD's was outside my house this morning, anyways...
He yelled, "fuck off you stupid fucking bitch!." Nice to say to an 9 month pregnant women eh? Anyways, I was a little frazzled, I went the other way had breakfast and didn't go out for the afternoon, wow!
I realized I had to call the BD, to ask for his last month of rent.I also told him to tell his friend if he did that again he'll be charged.He said, "oh yeah he told me about that." which is gross, it just adds to reasons to leave.
Who harasses 9 month pregnant women anyways? god I hope moving an hour away will help matters.They can't bother me there I hope.
Most of the people he knows don't know me, but if there starting to go outside my house, it's time to leave.The worst part of having a BD like this is that your somehow ashamed for having anything to do with a person who acts that way.
I pray for abused women around the world at least I've gotten out.Even though the BD dumped me throughout I guess he's panicking..because I said I no longer care and that he should just leave.
I guess he's supposed to say he's leaving, yeah no more friendship no more attempts at talking, no more anything.I'm not even listening to his messages he left a few for me.
I'm giving birth on the 27th I have no time to here about how he feels, I was a little dismayed that his world thinks it's cool to talk like this, but also completely sick of this.
I really hope he stays out of my life permanently, I will never negotiate with him again.I'm a nice person, I truly feel sorry for people like that..his friend that is, what makes someone think it's o.k. to talk like that?
I'm coping alright and it makes packing a breeze I'm certainly motivated, a friend's coming tommorow..
and she'll help with my stuff.
I've been listening to yahoo launch and I bought myself a Dead Milkman c.d.so I've been enjoying packing.It's hard to be sad about someone who sends their friend's or who has friend's that do this sort of thing.Note I know nobody who would do this, that I would ever say hello to.
I made a mistake and I'm sorry that I chose this sort of person it makes me a little sad, I guess I have to forgive myself.