Going "Beep, beep... Here is English, here is French, here is Swahili, here is Mandarin...okay, doing some basic math, showing some anatomical pictures, the periodic table, some basic scientific equations.... nothing?" Space probe is getting nervous, no input, no response, detecting other life form that just does not seem to care or respond to me, talk or communicate... so I talk more and he listens less. Doesn't want to hear about the interesting article I read, doesn't care if a poem make me cry, doesn't have anything to say to anything I paint, doesn't seem to want to share life with me at all. I can see it now, our son grows up and leaves the house and all of a sudden I am completely lonely- no one to talk to- but never alone- too old to find true love because everyone has given up looking by then and just stays with who they've got because they don't want to be alone in their old age when they get sick and die, they're too afraid to care... sorry if I depress anyone, I haven't even been able to eat today. I desperately need someone whose passion and joy for life matches my own. He sat there with me through labor and I have never felt so alone. What do you say, ladies... do I go it truly alone as a single mom with and hold out for the real deal or just accept what I have and be thankful I have someone? I've stayed in BAD relationships before because I was so afraid to be alone and I don't want to waste any more life or emotion on people who don't really care about me. How can we make it better if we are so very different? He keeps saying he's already changed so much for me and I just feel unwanted- he just doesn't get it. He doesn't want to share life with me- he just wants someone to come home to.