Had my 3rd round of acupuncture on Tues, and it brought up SUCH a bad memory. I'm not sure what to do now. This was about my younger daughter's birth. I had a homebirth, and the two midwives were fucking psycho--the shit they pulled on me fucked with me, well, apparently, for 15 years (if the acupuncture needle is any indicator). So, what to do? I still have seething, boiling rage inside me over this. I still want to hunt them down and rip their heads off (metaphorically--I don't think I know how to rip anyone's head off), but I suppress this urge. A part of me is still sobbing inside over their cruelty. But it all seems too big--I don't know how to approach it or anything. Ugh.