Hey ya'll, I've been gone for a while...
I am solitude. I am lonely, having trouble being productive.
I could be with people if I wanted to. But then I wouldn't have a chance to get things done.
Where is the balance?
In a society where everyone seems to pair up and casual (but safe) love is not really acceptable, what the fuck do I do?
Just had to turn down a guy who wanted more. He said he needs distance now because he was falling in love with me and my son and he needs to take care of his feelings.
The guy I was considering visiting in a romantic way told me he plans to get monogamous with a childless 19 year old. He's 34?
He could be making that up- or it could be true- either way, it finally confirms for me what I already knew- I was deluding myself as to the kind of person he was capable of being.
Long story short- I'm going out to night to see some amazing music with one of my favorite friends who is visiting from out of town- I have no ties, no strings, no false anything in my life.
I just have this vague idea that people watch each others kids to get hours from the pot.
Any more info from anyone who has actually done such a thing would be great. Thinking of starting one in my new digs. Thanks!
This all seems dramatic, but I did just wake up from a cold sweat. 5 am.
Realized that the place I was planning on interning at doesn't want me doing anything other than layout- the decision of which is probably not based on time restraints or availability (like I was told), but based on the one and only design for a leaflet I sent them, which in my nightmare was ugly as hell.
1 piece. It might actually be ugly as hell- I'd post it here but I don't want to for privacy reasons.
Christians apologizing at Pride.
Dan Savage is awesome.
Whoops! Not cool- look at the update at the end of the article- http://slog.thestranger.com/slog/archives/2010/07/01/re-christians-protesting-at-pride
Shared some of my personal life, what I've had to process with a friend/lover of mine.
Is there anything between Steinem and Paglia? They both drive me nuts.