I am incredibly stupid
First off - hi all! I am never on hipmama anymore these days and I miss it dearly. I had to cut myself off because I was getting too addicted. I still lurk every now and then but not nearly as often as I'd like. I hate to only come back when I'm in a bind but I honestly don't know where else to turn for advice. I've gotten myself into a mess so idiotic in such an irresponsible manner that I can't bring myself to tell any of my friends or family IRL. They already think I'm the world's biggest fuck-up. I don't need to give them any more proof of that.
