denessasma's blog

for those that dont know my story a very brief summary, me and baby daddy were together 12 years. he is very close with my 5 year old he was SAHD for a few of her younger years. last august he went to jail and it was hard on nessa but we visited every week and he talked to her on the phone, we broke up while he was locked up. when he got out in jan, he moved back to WI where are from and took both the girls for a while to give me some time to sort stuff out, they were there bout 5-6 weeks before i went and got them and me and the girls came to live with my folks.

She thinks this is smiling for the camera LOL

Super cool

Nessa

Sooo, my new doc has put my on celexa i have never before taken an antidepressant but was willing to try as i've been through quite a lot of shit in the past few months. It seems to make me feel kind of speedy, but i'm not really dsure because i started 3 new meds at the same time, metformin for the diabetes which i found out was not all that bad and if i loose about 10 more pounds the doc seems to think i will no longer be diabetic yeah for weight loss, and a die a retic (spelling i know) so i'm not sure about the side effects because they are all mostly the same for all 3 meds.

So it.s minimum wage at Hardees but you have no idea how cabin feverish I've been getting up here only socializing with my parents. They offered me a manager job but it's like and 1.5 hour drive way to far for my folks to have to drive me plus that would have been in the opposite direction from school so i would have been driving like 3plus hours a day after school started, I haven't worked for min. wage since i was like 17 AUGH!!!!

somehow there is this winpc virus scan shit suddenly on my computer. it scans for viruses but then just takes you to their website to buy their virus protection. how do you get rid of this shit? every time now when you do a google search and click on the site you want to go fomr there it takes you to ads, no matter what you do, my dad said it is from microsoft and he can not get it off the system. do any of you have a clue what this is, if its really microsoft or how to get rid of it.