I found hm over six years ago. I was lost lost lost in my world of young mothering. I had found all of Ariel's books at the library and something had clicked. I had found my people. So I started blogging here. But after a year or two, so many people here were very very negative. To the point that I had to edit everything in my head and be very weary that I didn't put anyone out. At the time of my use during it's peak time, you hm mama's helped me find my way. I grew, grew up, spread out. Learned that it was ok to be who I was. No longer was I alone in being a young mom, a tatooed mom, a mom married to a rock star. That I had you guys having my back when real life friendships went awry. I met many amazing women.
It's also like a little time capsule for me. I can come back and read through my blogs of being lost. And know that I overcame the past. Learning as I went, with help from you guys.
But then the third and fourth child came. Busy busy times in our house. Still a pretty young mother(well we have an almost 14 year old now) and subsequent children. But very very busy. And at the peak of my blogging, like I said it was negative here. Catty stupid fights. People putting themselves up on pedastools. I didn't want that feeling of being judged and got way too busy for any drama. On the computer or in real life. I turned into a mother of a large brood. But I will always be grateful for what you mamas did for me.And if it is true that it is better around here. Maybe I will come back in short spurts.
