hello ladies -

we got it all!

it's our time.

hilary don't give up, you can't! and you won't!

my list for today:

1. a good mother's day purchase. i peeped a cool snake bracelet at the roman exhibit, and it was expensive ($68!!!)! i knew i could find it somewhere else on the cheap! i picked one up today for $12! this was nice!

2. trance work today was heavy! and fun! in my past lives i was:

a. a black wolf chased down by an army of men.

b. a mother and child chased down by some shitheads.

c. a up and coming starlet that commited suicide.--read more >>

doods,

on the eve of mother's day i give you this:!

1. hope in the handfulls! this crowd was fun, margaret was on! my son and i had fun! i'm writing this at my desk at work! i'm eating mickey d's and then going to the gym! a late night beer will be had afterwards!

2. i picked up two fierce t-shirts at the show, i love them both! they had a cool bag for $50 that was stuffed to the gills with cool shit, but i thought an extra t-shirt would be better!

3. so many beautiful couples out tonight, there really is someone for everyone! bladerunner, i'll find you!--read more >>

hey!

how are you? what did you do today? did you eat a cookie?!! i hope you had a great week, you deserve it!

ladies: this one goes out to you! for the love you give, the food you prep, the smiles you make and the sex served up hot! we can do whatever we want to.

1. an unexpected call, what?! yes. i went to the roman art exhibit and then tibetan/sherpan food. fucking shit, i love sherpan food! amstel light is nice! this was fun.

2. tits were bare in the car! a scandal! front seat action! this was just enough, what the doctor ordered, i think. --read more >>

why do i love thursday's so much?! i don't know, they just feel good/right!

how are you today mamacita's? are you smiling? was a stranger nice to you? did someone help you today? did you see something funny? i hope they did.

1. feeling good - i've been channeling in my chair at work! (and in the bathroom!). this stuff works, i think it's helped me shed my skin!--read more >>

hi!

truth: i was vaccuuming today, and pulled out my 4 unused boxes of today's sponges from my closet. 3 things happened:

1. question: what kind of person keeps birth control in a fucking closet!? answer: *the kind of person who lived without sex for way too long!*.

2. i'd been saving them for when i meet the real man, the one that i'll have a long term relationship with. the bladerunner, the guy that commits and takes an HIV test, the whole 9. i looked forward to using them, because ultimately i hate condoms. i want a real boyfriend.--read more >>

ladies,

this is for you!

1. i'm up late, typing in the dark. i'm thinking about all the things i have and how lucky i am to be here. i got a great massage at work the other day, i'll continue to do this for myself,

2. i'm getting off the bus early friday morning, and it hits me like a ton of bricks. everything is so wide open, for the first time in my life, i see this/notice this. my path is totally clear, there is nothing blocking me.--read more >>

it's on!

a new day, a new time, a new week!

we have the opportunity today to make something great! just do it, you won't regret it.

1. had a fabulous time with red's on saturday! i was amazed that she found me, she knew me immediately! the bar was smallish, but crowded. we met at 9 pm, and suddenly it was 1:10 am! this was a friendship that was meant to be. at the end, she joked that myspace had brought us together. she is right! after 3 years, it was great to see her face to face, and chat all night.--read more >>

i've always liked thursday's best, i don't know why! i'm thinking of you, and wishing you a fun weekend! it's almost here, can you taste it?!

redmomma - i'll holler at you tomorrow, i hope this is cool!

1. receiving - i became a receiver today, i'm not sure what happened. i was telling my friend that during my early morning yoga work out, i opened my heart to receiving and it felt so good, i had to say it outloud! good goddess, where have i been my whole life? the fem in me was finally alive, i feel bad that i shut her down for so long!--read more >>

it's still my monday! and yet, it's a dirty tuesday?! i'll enjoy a cup of coffee, take my multi-vitamins, light my majic candles, and manifest up a new life for us! here is a little something:

1. david bowie - this guy is cool! a greatest hits of some kind is in order.

2. tom petty is king - i love this guy! he's a real man's man! you know what i mean!? x-stina loves petty too! (plus, when the dood sings about women, he actually knows what he's talking about!).

3. masculine women - we appreciate good men! hell, we are them!!????--read more >>

hey guys!

this is a new week, a fresh start, a good day!

i'm high as kite on my weridness/kombucha/pic taking/spirituality! my wish/words for you:

1. did the grocery shopping - and this country needs to chill out! i've been reading articles all year, and now people are finally talking about it: the food prices. they need to come down, so we can eat. today!

2. my daughter turns 7 on tuesday! i hope she likes her gift! she only wanted clothes this year, isn't that weird? single motherhood vs.birthdays! i gotta laugh about this! i pulled this one off!--read more >>

hello lady-bots!

i have always loved women, hell i am one! and now this is what a masculine phoenix has to say:

1. the phoenix. this is what i became, i got lucky somehow!

2. prior to becoming a birdlady, i wondered how i would get there. i knew that scorpion's evolved to this, but how? i still don't know, but the wing's are fucking nice!--read more >>

i'm listening to david bowie right now, i wish you were here with me! (if you were, i would be hugging you right now!).

this one is special! thank you X: you opened up your heart and home to me, i'm forever indebited/grateful for the gift that you've given me. i'm sorry that i used up so much of your toliet paper!--read more >>

oh my god, i can barely fucking think!

a dragon's wish for you!

1. i'll be on a plane tomorrow morning! i need to run around a bit and somehow find my way, on my own to the airport. i'll look cute and talk to strangers. this is my new way!

2. i'm at work right now, and my brain is on hyper drive! one of my very best friends in this magnificent world got a major promotion! she is tops, and she deserves it!--read more >>

p-town - big thanks, i hope you read this in 5 years when i'm calling you up to join my crew in hollywood. i'm promsing you a spot on my team, and you've got it. thank you for bailing me out today!

hello ladies - here we go!

1. bank of fucked up america - hit me so hard with 7 $35 overdraft fees! motherfuckers! i got them to clean up ONE of them. this sent me into a tailspin.

2. i purchased my ticket to san francisco last night! it was expensive, but worth it. i had just enough money for food until friday, and then it was wiped out completely.--read more >>

nobody is cooler than la fonda! she went a long way to find her man. remember when he boarded the bus with her? he meant it!

hi ladies - this is for you!

1. fever, burning, making stuff happen. we do this daily.

2. love, life, forgiveness, awakening - we can shapeshift, beng things, and create with our minds.

3. lust for: good stuff, life, friends, people we admire, all kinds of stuff. just plain stuff is good enough!--read more >>

hi babes,

how are you? i hope you're smiling! if your not, don't worry about it. there's no pressure here! you've got RIGHT NOW, tomorrow, the next day, next week - we've got a lifetime together, i don't sweat the small stuff anymore.

and how could i? i can break shit with my mind, yell, kick and scream better than the best of them. i do this for you, for me, for the universe. and yes, she's listening!--read more >>

hello ladies! i'm kissing each of you on the left cheek! (and i'm not being "cheeky" about it!) anyhoo, this one is going to get loopy, here we go:

1. shamanic journey touched my soul, poured right through me, my kundalini energy was so powerful! this was not only enlightening, but it lifted 2 tons of solid bullshit off my back! imagine a silver back being taken from your soul. and i like silver backs! but dang! does that make sense? i hope so.--read more >>

hell ladies,

i'm ditching my boss and her uglyassed hat for 10 seconds! this is my gift/contribution to you!

1. stupid people standing by my desk! go away! go away from everyone's/everything! if you see me talking on the phone and i point a turquoise finger nail at you, (giving you the wait a minute good all american hand gesture". BACK THE FUCK UP! mama is handling brizness.--read more >>

welcome back! (i'm talking to myself here!) thank you for riding the waves with me. here is my 24 come back:

x-stina/wife/punks/rissa/ness - you are good people! thank you for not shutting this mother down!

1. britney spears - how many times has this wonderlady made my top 10? she is fucking badass. someday she'll: 1. ride a horse bareback in front of the world. 2. kick EVERYONE'S ass. 3. be friends with K-fed. 4. live her own life sans her families interference. 5. leave the spot light and be happy. 6. not care what people think of her.

done deal!--read more >>

hello ladies,

we are an army. we love, we fight, we kick, we punch, we save, we rescue, we bake, we fuck and we can run!

1. i'm so angry and fed up today. my money situation has imploded on me, and i'm so fucking sick of it. i work so hard, and i deserve so much more! money tree can kiss my asian ass! money is energy!

2. son is home sick, we tried to pick up his wavier yesterday that will allow him to take his GED tests, and we couldn't find the place in time. he'll go on monday and get it.--read more >>

chrissie kicks ass!

listening to "talk of town" right now - i love the internet! i'm such a late bloomer! myspace might have saved my life!

1. dust. this boy is fucked. i'm a single mother struggling and you're asking me for fucking toys? one of my best friends clocked that this boy is looking for a mother, he got no toys growing up, etc. fin. sorry it took me awhile guys, i'm back!--read more >>

hi ladies,

i've been thinking about you for days now! i hope that everyone is having a fun weekend filled with: sex, passion, good times, great tunes, happiness and peace of mind! (bonus material: captain crunch berries, soy milk, movies and treats!).

here i am/go:

1. moving like thunder/lightening. i can't believe what has happened. it's been such a transformation, and i'm grateful to have gone through this. where have i been my whole life? when you take your life back for the first time, it feels so good.--read more >>

hello buddies,

i love all hipmama's, period.

here is my list for today:

1. hauled ass today, volunteered at my daughter's school, jetted to counseling, ran back for the pick up, got daughter rad haircut, (rad, i know, it's not 1989!), made some dinner, fucked around on myspace! i'm addicted to this shit!

2. find me: goddessinformant. (is it as myspace.com?) i have no idea.

3. allison dubois is right around the corner, i can feel the good wishes, people want me to go on this trip! i really need to get back home. badly.--read more >>

happy saturnday! nobody says this! and yes, everyone should.

1. i pushed mr. honey getter away. i'm sad. this is the second time i've done this. he's temporarily pushed me away too. i will miss him, and always love him.

2. space - we both need this right now. i especially do. he tried to pull the imfamous: "i don't want a girlfriend/relationship, i told you so, wah wah, nanny nanny fucking boo-boo line". what can i say? my heart is temporarily broken.--read more >>

hi guys,

i finally got my haircut! my son picked up his sister, and i got an excellent chat in with mr. honey getter. i hope he reads this.

1. women - nobody knows us, but us!

2. i open my mouth and shit just comes out! why? i don't know. i used to pretend/try to copy cat the quiet ones. why did i even bother? sometimes i just have to roar. i'm working on it.

3. mr. cakes literally told me to "slow my roll" tonight! what the fuck?! i tried, but i was so pent up. i hate hiding behind things, it only makes it worse.--read more >>